Who Am I ? akiss2desire is a Bible Belt Blogging Bi Big Beautiful Babe who has been sharing her writing, mostly 1st person lesbian erotica, short stories, poetry, and lesbian pop culture realizations from both the experience and fantasy perspectives to an ever growing audience. I recently passed a million page views ! Thanks for the nominations for the Lezzie awards honoring best lesbian erotica on the web.

Those who have come here regularly know that I have taken a bit of a hiatus from posting and publishing, but my past work is still here and if you are new here there is much to be consumed. I am working on several stories right now and writing from the same mix of experience and fantasy that readers have told me they loved.

Those stories will be the foundation of my upcoming compilation book. Today, you get to read for free. Welcome, and I hope you stay awhile.

Wednesday

Yea !! AKD Nominated for the Lezzy Awards :)

I have known about the Lezzy awards from thelesbianlifestyle.com  in all the years I have been blogging.  The best get nominated and voted upon.  I confess that it's been a hope of mine to be included, and thanks to a regular reader who made this happen (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE>>THANKS)  I am nominated and now its up to you readers to help this blog get to the Top 3 in the category of Best Lesbian Sex/Short Story/Erotica Blog.
It takes some social networking skills to get to the top 3 in a category, and since I lost my main facebook account, thats an uphill climb for me this time ...but maybe with your help???   If you send nominations by clicking the link above, it just might happen.  And if it doesn't, know that its a thrill to be even asking for your help with this. Thanks for making me feel like the connection we share is real.
 

The site says to pass along the following:
My blog is nominated. What do I do next?: First off congratulations! Now you’ll want to promote more nominations to try and make it to the top 3 nominated blogs in your category.
Be sure to let your readers know about the confirmation emails they will receive and need to click on for their nominations and votes to count. Unconfirmed nominations and votes will not count.

You will nominate the blogs of your choice by adding the URL, ( for this blog its http://alesbiankiss2desire.blogspot.com  not the title/name of the blog to the nomination field. Nominations will last from February 15-22 at 12:00 am EDT. The top 3 nominated blogs go on toe the final round starting Feb 22nd at 12:00pm EDT

Monday

Masturbating to the lesbian fantasy of us

I have intention of driving my body to a seizure or pleasure and though I am already wet from watching an erotic loving vid and wishing we were together with me on top of you,I still wetten my fingers with a soft wet suck and further dampen my sex below ...but that is just a force of habit as I am already flowing before I start in earnest ..first playfully and slowly. I take this imagination of that position of me on top in a very different one, laying on my back to begin my masturbatory exploits.

Pulling from all of my sexual memories and fantasies which come streaming through my brain at once. My first love and the so incredible comfort of how wonderful it felt to suck her pussy, and of lovers since and each of their pulsating climaxes I created, and soon the mind drifts to others with whom I either made love with or desperately fantasized about...but ...my mind settles upon only one tonight to come with. Its only you.

Starting with my right hand and just tickling,..a minute of just clearing my mind of distractions of the day ...filtering out the non sexual thoughts...getting to the point where there is no return ...where the mind makes itself up to just do this ...like the times in the summer when the rain is sprinkling and you dont know if its going to stop or not, and then the sky gushes forth the downpour ..that is how my mind slowly shifts to complete sexual self conquest as I am rolling my fingers around my lips, pulling on the bottom of my clit and and starting to squeeze first my right breast and then slowly over to my left with my left hand.

Masturbation can be a one hand adventure sometimes with just my left hand resting comfortably upon my breast with only a gentle reminder squeeze here and there while my right hand focuses intently, but tonight, this is a two handed adventure...left hand fully involved all over. My clit now swollen and my nether region engorged as excitement builds and my left hand rejoins my right hand...which is rounding my clit and starting to pump methodically and rythmically and concentratingly upon its stifffness....the left hand pulling my lips apart down towards my left thigh and just tapping against my lips...excitement growing fastly now in both rythm and mind. I'll use my left hand to enter myself and the right to finger my clit to orgasm....my left hand back and forth between my thigh entrance to my lips and pulling downward, or two fingers inside......or back up to my breasts to lavish attention there before going back down, its job to create the tiny sensations and littler tingles that go along with my jilling right hand on its own mission, which add up to much more than the sum of all of its parts. The hands, fingers, palms creating the sensations, but my mind delving so totally into the fantasy of us making love....our total intensity in each kiss I imagine driving my orgasm over and over the edge. I am so aware of my body convulsing as I get closer...I like the feel of my tits jiggling side to side..nipples straining upward and begging for attention but there are only two hands and they are both im my sloppy wetness. My legs are spread and my knees pulled up and bent until i reach the moment of no return when my legs stiffen more straightly and my cowgirl bucking lets it go. I come thinking about YOU coming. I imagine your lip biting, shoulder clawing, hip writhing release ...I come in colors and in a shower of adulation for you and the hope for us together. My fervent pleasure only comes in the belief it will be ours. Someday.

Friday

Music is a Powerful Thing

The music of a powerful, strong, yet vulnerable woman singing with emotion and inspiration, with inner beauty and the beauty so easy to see.  She knows the ebbs and flows of what we can give and receive...what we can give each other ...what we can give to ourselves until.

Love Is Like The Sea 
by Alicia Keys
(for I am moved by music which is as powerful as a first lesbian kiss)

Love is like the sea
Leaves you on your knees
Then it pulls you in
Then it takes you, takes you
Over, over
Love is like the sea
Leaves you on your knees
First you're floating high
Then takes you takes you
Under under

Well it's cold
Cold under water
In the night time
But I dove
Dove to the bottom
To see what i'd find

That's when I saw a light
A glowing paradise
Thought i'd stay a while
It's been calling me underwater, child
Everything that I ever dreamed

Taking my breath away
Currents got hold of me
Sweeping me away
Wish that I could stay
Takes me to the top
It's the cycle that never stops

Love is like the sea
Leaves you on your knees
Then it pulls you in
Then it takes you, takes you
Over, over
Love is like the sea
Leaves you on your knees
First you're floating high
Then takes you takes you
Under under


(takes you takes you over)
(takes you takes you under)
(takes you takes you over)
Over!
(takes you takes you under)

Say:

I've been told
Told you only find it once in a lifetime

So you better hold
Hold on stronger then ever
Like it's the last time

So when you see the light
Like a ship in the night
You have found the place
You been looking for
Like a distant shore
Don't you ever look back again

Here's something you should know (know)
The sea is still in control (spoken: that's right)
Cherish everyday
Cause you never know
It can take away
The very thing that you love the most(love the most)


Love is like the sea
Leaves you on your knees
Then it pulls you in
Then it takes you, takes you (takes you, takes you over)
Over, over
Love is like the sea
Leaves you on your knees (leaves you on your knees)
First you're floating high
Then takes you takes you (takes you, takes you under)
Under under

(takes you takes you over) oh
(takes you takes you under)
(takes you takes you over)so far
(takes you takes you under)Listen, love is like the sea yeah

(takes you takes you over)
(takes you takes you under)can you feel the pull?
(takes you takes you over)it's calling you
(takes you takes you under)

Love is like the sea
Leaves you on your knees
Then it pulls you in
(if you ever felt this way before)
Then it takes you, takes you
Over, (then you know)
Over
Love is like the sea
Leaves you on your knees
First you're floating high
(oh get down on your knees)
Then it takes you takes you
Under under
(take me away)

Wednesday

Lesbian Love Leter - Lace & Lace


Dear Kerri,

Just sitting here listening to Stevie Nicks sing "Leather and Lace," a beautiful song of love and lust ...and it made me think of us.  Not because we are Leather and Lace, but because, I think, we are more like "Lace and Lace," and there isnt a nice little song about that :) 
When we meet, I long for you to wear the black lace that you sent me a picture of you in.  How that pictures shows off your curves ...your breasts hidden by fabric, yet pouring out and illuminating my computer screen and my imagination.  You inspire a different stirring in my soul with your cool as ice blue eyes and mystery invoking look upon your sweet, angelic face that invites me (and anyone else who sees that picture) to go ahead and let the lust for your lips upon mine own and for that matter a few other places on my body.   As we become lovers and taste each others want and desire for our first time, as I have told you, my want is that the experience as a whole we are about to share will give us reason to come back to each other for more and more and more and more.

The picture you took of your breast from above makes my mouth hunger and my pussy ache.  Your pink and stiffened nipple begs of me to graze my teeth upon it, to encircle my lips around it and flick my tongue first teasingly and then warmly and wetly fully press my tongue under, over, and around your areola and suck in to feel your soft breast gratify my intense hunger for your pleasure and to feel the tip of your protruding nipple tickling the roof of my mouth in addition to the back of my tongue. I long to squeeze and lift your breasts into my mouth with first just the fingertips and then with warm palms to enjoy the weight and weight of your feminine beauty. 

I am thrilled to know that the long wait that you and I have both had for our lesbian needs for tender affection and appreciation for the way on we can make love is about to be over and that our bodies will warm each other, tantalize each other, excite each other in those ways we are familiar with because of our experience with previous lovers, and yet, how we know each others bodies and soul will reveal all new sensations and moment to moment attention to what you want, to what I want, to what our souls melded together will demand in the dizzying , in and out of focus fulfillment of our growing anticipation since, for me anyway, the first moment we began to talk.

And, yes, I suppose its true that I am embroiled in writing this steamy love letter to you that has my pussy aching to be touched, stroked, tongued and coaxed to climax by the love you have convinced me you desire to show me, and while I am ever so hesitant to say exactly how things might happen because I don't want to lay out a road map for us we would never need while caught up in the moments of our imminent convergence, I feel the need to say something to you directly ...and know that it's how I truly feel, whether it influences what we actually do together or not!   Kerri, your wonderful words to me, your genuine passion and your striking beauty and gorgeous body  have me so truly giddy and feeling like the luckiest woman on earth for us to be getting together and though we say we don't have to do anything if the chemistry isn't right, I think by now we both know that just a kiss or a peck or a hug is not going to be enough for us.  And I need to say directly to you that what you are inspiring in my mind every waking minute now whether working, at home, or drifting off to dream, is about a kind of dirty, raw, emotionally charged sexual hunger that I have honestly never felt with anyone else ever before.  I know that we will find our pace and our common ground in the sharing of our culmination in the bed (or the couch...or the floor ...or maybe even the shower LOL) ...but Kerri, I think about you, I look at your pictures, I talk with you, and right now as I write its like its so close now I can almost taste it with us, and in fact, taste is the perfect word, because like nobody I have ever ever known or been with sexually, I simply cannot wait to suck your pussy completely, totally, for the longest time, with the most complete abandon, as if I haven't eaten food in a month, as if I haven't eaten pussy for 6 months (truth) and as if I have never loved and lusted as much as I do for you and only you this very moment and soon to be OUR moments, skin to skin, breast to breast, mouth to mouth, fingers to wetness and how I cannot wait for it to be my mouth upon you clit and swirling and entering you in every way I have ever dreamed of giving my love ...for I cannot wait to give it totally to you, and when it happens, nothing will get me off more than the soul to soul connection we will share when you give me everything I want by letting me tongue you, suck you, pull you completely into me in every way we can for as long as we are together....for only the first time, for the many times I hope will come afterwards.   So, if you didnt realize by now how strong I feel for you even before our mouths have kisses our first kiss, I hope you know now ...and I hope you are ready for me, this woman who longs for you, waits for you, cannot believe how lucky she is to get to fuck you and make for both of us, the most memorable and most fullfilling experience we have ever had sexually. 

I cannot believe how much I want you now.  I wish it were happening now. RIght now.  If you only knew.

Monday

Am I A Lesbian Julie ???

There was a time when I was writing for this blog when I honestly wondered if I was going to find erotic lesbian fullfillment, skin to skin, ever again ....I was a fulltime worker and fulltime mom, I was fat, depressed and MARRIED to a man who is kept in the dark about all this. But thre rebel in me that once needed to do things like get stoned in high school, make prank phone calls, and flatten the tires of a teacher who pissed me off, is somehow able to reconcile the "wrongness" of what I do ....although I am more mature and careful about alot of things these days.  On the naughty side, I was always one to take some serious chances ...I promise I am not making this up ..I gave a guy a hand job in the backseat while my mom was driving my boyfriend and I across state.  I wore a plainly see through black shear top on a mall hangout friday night just to see the looks both my friends and strangers would give me (I was barely 18), and once instigated a MMF threesome with a boy who loved me and an absolute complete stranger ...a magazine salesman who had just knocked on the door !   Yes, I am NOT the sweet innocent angel my coworkers, fellow church members and my family think me to be.   I have gotten away with alot of things, (I didnt get away with making love on the beach, in fact, am lucky to be alive after a four wheel drive almost didnt see us in the dunes and damn near ran over us ...it was a cop in the four wheel drive and we were ALMOST booked for public indecency.  

And, oh yes, ...I write a blog about my lesbian desires and experiences.  

I am in communication with some other women met in yahoo groups that cater to women who masturbate together and I am finding out that I am NOT such a weirdo for being as HORNY as I am as often as I am.  I know my libido is a bit higher than most ...perhaps alot higher ..but I am able to remember that there is a time and place for these things.  When it is time to work or be a mom, I know to separate and that  its not time for acting upon the the lesbian sexual doimnatoon of my idle thoughts, but as soon as I get alone or some privacy, I have the hugest need that is undeniably in between my legs, but also, MUCH more strongly, in between my ears.  My sex drive is emotional and affectionate and very much cerebral ...it has words and much more ..and as I have said here before, I was writing erotica on the first word processing program I ever opened on a computer and thats just who I have always been.  I like reading erotica, even bad erotica some merit ...but  frankly, when I get feedback and questions and requests to keep writing, it drives what I confess to be a bit of an ego to create something for the women that read it a feeling and a fly on the wall peek into what is REALLY going on with me, and like Sally Field once said, "you like me !" 

I've said a thousand times on here that I love feedback, and was never getting more feedback than when I was on Facebook before I was booted from there ...but I am announcing today that I will soon be back on Facebook and if you will click the icon on the right when it appears , I would love for you to be my friend ..and I promise not to do the things that I was kicked off of FB for doing the first time...(such a naughty naughty girl I apparently am to those folks)

As anyone who has read my blog for some time, it is almost like a diary of my lesbian thoughts and experiences.  For the MOST part, I have now written most of my actual experiences in detail and incorporated parts of the others ones in some of my posts ...but I will confess that there is at least one of my lesbian experiences that I just haven't been able to formulate the way to present the course of events just yet.  The truth is that the experiences that mean more to my heart than my pussy, such as my first time and my true found lesbian love (who will have nothing to do with me anymore) are the hardest to write about and share ....yet, I realize  that when I let my heart and sexual desires mingle on these pages are the time when I get the most wonderful emails and expressions of how it made you women FEEEEEL ...and of course, what you did about those feelings while reading or afterwards. ZING !   Thats what I like  !   

Life took over recently, and though there is someone nearby that I am developing a relationship with, and a long distance HUGE crush as well, I just haven't been having either the lesbian  sex to write about on here, nor really the personal, private time I use to inspire my stories on here.   Like many writers, I have a list as long as my arm of the "ready to go" topics to blog about here, (all of them alot more fascinating than this BS I am writing today LOL) including some more questions and answers I have shared with some who have sought out my advice (with some details that must be changed to protect the identity of those whose girlfriends may also stumble upon A Lesbian Kiss 2 Desire), the completion of 2 erotic sagas in fantasy which have been partially written and not completed, and what I HOPE will be some revelation of an AWESOME day of lovemaking with a wonderfully funny and sensous woman ..but that will have to wait until we actually DO make love LOL. 

Which brings me to address something that I have been asked by 2 lovers and a potential lover, which is, am I thinking about this damn blog when I am making love with a woman ?   I hope this doesn't make me some kind of crazy in whatever chapter of the Abnormal Psyche 101 book, but the truth is that I DO have flashes of how I am going to write about what we are doing ..and more specifically, I am thinking about how SHE is going to feel if and when she reads what I write about what we are doing.   Wow,  what facet of narcissm does that fall under?   

If you have seen the movie Julie and Julia starring Meryl Streep and Amy Adams, you know its a movie about a blogger who wants to be writer and eventually is able to leave the toils of her regular job to become a real writer.  Did I take this story a little too much to heart ???   Gotta say, I got a little weepy ...it hit close to home ...but they say you have to write what you know, and Julie wrote about cooking.  YOU DON"T want me to blog about my cooking !   I write about my lesbian sexual fantasies and experiences.  

Sometimes the emails I get from readers will compliment me but then say something like "you took a little too long getting to the good stuff."   And in this case, for those readers, I am sorry, but there doesn't appear to be a "good part" in this post.   Not that I am not about the horniest woman in the snowy Shenandoah Valley .   I ask that you hang with me.  A little writers block here and there, and a little time challenged with my real life are causing a bit of a push for my attention.  But I am not done sharing the erotic desire and discovery in my journey that has been unleashed here and has given me an obligation the thousands (yes its scary but satisfying that there are thousands !) of readers of A Lesbian Kiss 2 Desire.  THANK you Thank YOU ..THANK YOU so much for giving me reason to write. 

And...friend me on FB :) I'll be good this time.

akiss2desire

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