Who Am I ? akiss2desire is a Bible Belt Blogging Bi Big Beautiful Babe who has been sharing her writing, mostly 1st person lesbian erotica, short stories, poetry, and lesbian pop culture realizations from both the experience and fantasy perspectives to an ever growing audience. I recently passed a million page views ! Thanks for the nominations for the Lezzie awards honoring best lesbian erotica on the web.

Those who have come here regularly know that I have taken a bit of a hiatus from posting and publishing, but my past work is still here and if you are new here there is much to be consumed. I am working on several stories right now and writing from the same mix of experience and fantasy that readers have told me they loved.

Those stories will be the foundation of my upcoming compilation book. Today, you get to read for free. Welcome, and I hope you stay awhile.

Friday

I knew it would start with a kiss


Oh.. how many times I looked at her ...knowing we had the spark..knowing my flirtations were being returned, and believing that what we were starting was going to finished...and by the way she she looked me in the eye so many times that night...i knew it would likely be then and there..and I knew it would start with her kiss. But how she knew what i wanted, needed, and longed for in that first kiss...her wide open mouth taking over and sucking out my breath in overwhelming surrender as deep as her revealed desire for me....her soft tongue sending tingles that leapt through every nerve of my skin

I just want the affection I believe you'd give me again....and find myself wanting to be laying against your skin.... inside the crook of your arm with my arm around you or perhaps your heavy breast against my palm and the nipple of your closest breast between my lips lazily....tired but loving my ....hands and fingers find their way to your wetness to spread your lips and glide across your stiffening clit as you pull me closer. I've lately missed your sigh, your moan, your squirm and your response to my fingers and mouth...ive missed your knowing, giving, tender charms.

Thursday

Best Of AKD- Our Different Kisses


Different kisses

I marvel and am completely amazed at, while we have spent so very little time alone together, so Much of that time alone is spent kissing...we just cannot get enough of each others lips, tongue, mouth, warmth and wetness in passionate embrace.
the first kiss..so timid and tender ...unsure for a few seconds and then...her look told me I had fulfilled her wish

the next kiss..by now we know...our destiny ...arms entwined this time and I loved her slightly opened lips opening wider...quickly much wider to invite me and allow me inside with my tongue and to beckon hers within me.

this kiss where my hand caresses her cheek, her neck, her ear and her hair while a kiss becomes many and our fires are built.

perhaps my favorite kiss...she is sitting in the chair and I come up behind her....leaning over her...her response...we have this upside down "spiderman" kiss that feels so very good and right ...when her arms reach behind her to caress me and pull me closer...my hand drifts towards her breast

and her hands upon my breast in almost every standing kiss...the deeper the kiss becomes, the more irresistible my breasts become to her hands...almost like a game, I can kiss her with more passion and quicken her response...it always follows ...if I kiss her ..she wants my a boob, or two, against her palm, squishing in her fingers. ..where the only mysteries are if she will grasp for one breast or two, and if she will take them over my shirt, over my bra, or warm hands to soft skin.

In fact...it seems all of the kisses that start with me behind her ..pushing against her with my breasts and her tilting her head, reaching a hand behind my neck...the wayyyyy her eyes look when I approach her like this...or the way those eyes look at me when we break a kiss from behind like this...these are the burned in images I carry with me with every moment without her.

I love to open my eyes and see hers still closed...i love to open my eyes and see hers open and awaiting mine to open, and wonder how long have hers been opened during this particular point of passion.

I love that sweet smile that creeps across her face if I just kiss her cheek or her forehead..or her hand.

I have this hobby of searching for the most passionate and real lesbian kiss pictures and videos on the internet ..and a part of me wants a picture of US ...we will be passionately kissing, and its like I can leave my body mentally and observe us and think...this looks hot.

Sometimes my tongue goes as deep as I can possibly enter into her ..and responds with sensual arousal ..and has told me to do it more. She softly sucks my tongue now, after feeling me do it to her at first ...sometimes when her tongue goes deep in me ...I can just feel its what she wants from me....saying "here it is...please suck it for me...it makes me wet."

I love the kisses and perhaps, even more, I love the split second moment before the kiss..time slows before the inevitable pleasure.

She is always a dove...never a vulture..even when the soft kiss becomes a hard one when our passions overflow

I love when she says my name after a particularly involved kiss..whispers breathlessly...leads me to whatever comes next.

Our best kiss came in the park in the rain ...I'll hold that frozen frame in my mind forever as a moment of truth in my soul...no doubts about any thought I had...where absolutely everything seemed right.

Another favorite was ...after we were spent (for the moment anyway) and on my back, she continued our casual conversation while caressing my tummy and my thighs....looking into my eyes and kissing me between words and thoughts...as my mind tried to concentrate on whatever she was trying to say ..while my thighs tingled and her sweet soft lips pecked against mine while her long hair fell softly against my skin..

Her tongue upon my nipples or upon my pussy will flicker and twirl and can increase in intensity and speed...but she never kisses my mouth with that flicker of her tongue ...always slow ..always so intense ...concentrated..and its like she knows me.

I may softly moan ...and she may...and I wish I could read her mind...and she mine...when she kisses me and even though I don't make the sounds, my inner dialogue is confined to one thought of "oh oh oh" over and over again.

Tuesday

10 Reasons Mullholland Drive Lesbian Scene is So Hot and Memorable

I think this scene is one of my favorites because it contains so much. Its a pleasant, and for some, unexpected surprise in a movie that's entertaining if you like those movies that sometimes make you go WTF, but still leave you entertained.

I like this clip because the scene contains SOOO much. Here are 10 things I love about this scene.

1- Both Women are soooo beautiful....Naomi Watts as Betty is earthy, natural, and an unassuming beautiful blonde. Laura Harring as Rita

2-It develops slowly in degrees ...is it going to happen, i think it might happen, looks like its going to happen so i wonder if its going to be good, its pretty good, that's so good I won't be thinking of anything else for the rest of the movie, and likely the rest of the night.

3-Rita has amazing boobs. Sorry ..I just had to say it ..I KNOW I am not the only one who thinks it.

4- The elements of seduction ...Betty's invitation which is natural in that she clearly wants Rita sexually, but isn't showing her cards at all when its just "cmon this is a huge bed...get a good night sleep ..and take off your clothes, its just us girls" Its an invitation that can't be accused of a pass if she needs to back off of it. Same thing happens to Rita next. She hands the power to Rita, and it's up to her to make the next move, or the two just sleep in want of each other ...so Rita takes her chance...but then again, she says what she says "thank you," in such a way that (if this were real life and not a scripted movie) she can back out if her being forward is unrequited.

5-Eye contact ...there are dozens of words being exchanged between these two , and millions of thoughts being communicated in their eyes. David Lynch does a great job on this. David Lynch, the director who brought us Twin Peaks and other quirks, gets everything out of the shots of both women's eye contact ...Rita's longing and shy embarrased Betty hoping to get a chance to take her shot. On a personal note, I am conscious of this in my life ..I am reluctant to tell a woman "I really like you and wonder if you want to do it,?" but I will absolutely try to tell her every bit of that with my eyes.

6-THAT is the most incredible first kiss ...moments stretched into more moments of anticipation, and you can almost hear Bettys thoughts screaming "this is it ....if you want this you can have this."

7-Sounds....if the academy award for sounds in a sex scene all time could be given, give it to this guy for picking up sooooo much in the breathing. Betty's nervous quivering breathing pulsates through my computer speakers and is tied in a direct line to my throbbing clit. And just before Betty professes her love, she kisses Rita's neck and her soft moans are soooo erotic.

8-Its happening fast, and so her question "Have you ever done this before?" is met by another one of the movies WTF moments "I don't know...have you ?" And as your head gets done spinning from that, one of my favorite lines ever ever ever in a movie. Betty kisses her deeper while also caressing her cheek, drinks Rita in with her eyes, enjoys the sight and ever exciting soft feel of Rita's breasts with her fingertips, runs her thumb and finger across Ritas stiffened nipple as Rita looks downward, enjoying the sensations ...with Betty's lesbian sexual want never higher, combined with her true, soon to be revealed feelings for Rita says the lesbian film immortal ...whispers, hotly, from a different place inside her "I WANT TO WITH YOU." OMG wow.

9- LOVE ...as the two begin to join each other soul to soul, the blond tells her and tells US too, "I'm in LOVE with you," SOOOOO convincingly that even though I know its an act with a script, I believe her ..totally.

10-Afterglow ....The director doesn't give us the orgasms...but we know that they were there from the passion that was building and then peaceful sleep of the beautiful satisfied women.


Friday

does this moment live forever in my soul
by akis2desire
all rights reserved

(reposted by request-this is being considered for publication by a major compilation)


There's an aching to the core of me
like waiting on the shore
knowing not just any wave
but that wave is the one ive been waiting for
and as it approaches
anticipation and more anticipation and so much that it somehow becomes a mixture of joy combined with disbelief
that this good thing can happen to me

after the revelation of truth to the core
a truth that can never be turned back on
the image inside for so long
THE MOMENT
a promise ABOUT to be fullfilled
ultimate anticipation
all that is unknown changes now
fear melts into faith
this moment before the first taste and the knowing of your response to my fingers, mouth, lips, tongue and the warm grace of your appreciation in your breath, your movement, your whispers, moans and encourgement
and knowing that your gift to me is the knowledge of the pleasure I give to you
your wetness creates a cascade of mine
your welcoming eyes and head thrown back and you are so so open and available to the pleasure I create...as we create together
I carefully knead the fullness of your breast....you clutch and grope for mine as your passion builds

.......a moment

a moment before IT happens the first time with us
the million thoughts and images and feelings and desires that race through the mind at this one moment...of dreams, desires, history and hope

does this moment live forever in my soul

and how will i save to memory each brush of her lips
each tickle, each touch
each tender kiss and tremble
each tingle and tummy flip
how i know the frozen image of the look she gives me just then
will stay with me
will stay with her
forever

Monday

Desperate Housewives Lesbian Kiss Episode

Well ..they went there ..and even though it lacked romance and passion ..it was a lesbian kiss nonetheless. I keep watching ABC on Sunday nights and seeing alllll the gay men on Housewives and Brothers and Sisters and keep going "they have GOT to do lesbian characters at SOME point." Finally, they went there last night on Housewives with 2 lesbian kiss scenes within 10 minutes of each other.

The first was when Terri Hatchers Susan character kissed her new boss played by Swoozie Kurtz. Then, Eva Longoria Parker's character , Gabby, kissed Hatcher in a demonstration mode after a discussion amongst the girls as to whether or not the kiss was "american or french," or how long it lasted or whether or not their eyes were closed. An EYE opening scene indeed ..and then, on the lawn after that scene, an exchange that began with lynette scavo played by felicity huffman saying to longorio "could you do me a favor," and Gabby replying, "Oh I'm flattered but I was only doing that to help out Susan." Funny !

Here are pictures from the episode last night, and frames from desperate housewives actresses engaged in other lesbian kissing scenes ...
eva longoria in carlitas secret
hatcher and Nicolette Sheridan
nicolette sheridan in full out lesbian passion in minor movie called ghost in teeny bikini
and something from the Glaad awards where two of the characters kissed as well.




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Sunday

a lesbian love letter of want, desire, and trust



You asked me to write this thing for you...for us. I feel so close to you that it feels weird to say it this way ...but I always am able to express more of what I feel in writing, and since it will be a few weeks until we can make love again, perhaps I will be able to find ways to tell you in this letter how much you mean to me when we make love. You know I love to write ..but writing to you is a bit different ..but maybe when we are apart, you might be able to read this and know that I can never go a moment without thinking of you and what we do together.

I like looking down at you ...laying on your back on the pillow in your green tshirt with the ever so true words "your babydoll" written in plain white, while you look at me above you in my black tank tee with the pink bra straps hanging off my shoulders and my cleavage being drunken in by your beautiful hazel eyes. "What am I gonna do with you," I whisper while my hand lovingly strokes through your dark black hair and twirls around the dyed blond streaks that make you look soooo hot to me... before I lower myself to kiss your lips ...just a peck before we deeply french ...and then I start to lick and gently suck upon your neck as you like it ...not too hard to make a mark, but enough to cause your fingertips now upon my back as you pull me closer and into you to curl under and dig your nails into my shoulder blade ..causing a head to toe zing of excitement.

Your every first kiss is magical. You seem to always know just when to shift from my tongue in your mouth to when and how much I love you to enter mine...with the perfect proportion of passion in each wet kiss. Our deep kiss leads to eye contact when you tell me you want more without a word...and I lower my head ..kissing downward towards your breast, accompanied by my dangling right earring which dryly accompanies my wet tongue beside it on your soft skin.

I pull up your shirt and simultaneously your bra to expose your full c cup breasts with such firmness, yet so so so soft the pillows and creamy skin topped by the most beautiful shade of pink surrounding your unusual looking, elongated, mouth watering nipples ....not yet as stiff as I will feel them become when my lips encircle one as my tongue flicks ...I inhale and suck in the skin and the feeling of your nipple popping to extreme hardness in my mouth causes a gush between my writhing legs. I love your reaction...chest thrusting upward, eyes closing and your head going all the way back into the pillow. My fingertips and nails gently rake the side of your other breast and then caress the underside before palming and then thumb and forefinger stimulating your other nipple while my mouth continues to work on the other side. I am on top and giving to you so it would seem to an observer that I must be in control, however we know the control you have of the pleasure I give you with every encouraging moan and grunt or high pitched sigh, with your nails or hands squeezing me or stroking me when I flick my tongue a certain way or with a certain pressure , or the nudge of your hips against my side as I lay down half upon you ...we both await ..yet prolong ..my eventual move of fingers, mouth, lips and tongue from your wonderfully addictive breasts to your increasingly wet and wanting pussy.

The thought occurs to me that it takes but a few minutes to write what it takes me 20 minutes or more to do with your breasts. You know how much I love them. Love looking ...love touching the pliable and indescribable texture ..my mouth of course loves the nipples but so much enjoys kissing and sucking on all of the warm soft skin around your nipples and on the underside of your boobs. It's not that I need big breasts to turn me on ...for any woman who shows me sensitivity and experiences pleasure with the things I do to give pleasure provides me with excitement and the urge to give all of myself as I do ...but darling, your boobs especially ...unlike anything I have seen or felt, are such an amazing turn on to me so much that I do not have words to express. Now as you pull down the straps of both my tank tee and bra to reveal mine, and show me with your eyes that you weren't lying when you told me you love the first sight of my double D's bouncing out of my bra, the first soft touch of our breasts and hard nipples smooshed together softly and warmly while I lower my lips to engage in our deepest kiss since we've known each other makes every nerve in my body come ever more alive and makes it pure torture to break our deep several minutes long french kiss while our bodies so tightly together undulate. But ....I cannot wait to taste you...and I whisper that in your ear before I begin to move down.

It's no secret between us, expressed even before we first made love, how MUCh I love to perform oral sex upon a beautiful woman. But I need to tell you that with you, it has become something even more fulfilling to do than I ever imagined. That's why, after so much slow motion and erotic lovemaking to this point, that I so clumsily and hurriedly unsnap your jeans and yank your pants and panties off together and over your bending and helpful knees as it seems neither one of us can wait for our ultimate act of love. I love to put you back and spread your legs as wide as you do that for me ..for us. Soooo open and you know I am looking, admiring, smelling, and just about ready to kiss and lick and tease ...only for a minute because you know I need to just flatten my tongue, spread your oh so wet lips, and lick, suck, and drink you in while your hands urge my head into you deeper and your moans and sighs and whimpers and words let me know how much this means every time for both of us. I never told you this, but when you use my name over and over again in various volumes and tones and expressions of excitement's ..the one word that you say over and over ..."brenda brenda brenda," which means seemingly 100 DIFFERENT things each time you say it, whisper it, and sometimes scream it outloud, gawd it turns me on sooooo much. I hesitate to tell you that, cause now I think you might think about it too much next time we make love ....but dont stop saying it, doing it, or saying the other things you say to me while I'm eating you out. I never had anyone find a way to sweetly, innocently talk so dirty to me and it give me such a myriad of feelings. It's what you say, it's the voice you use, and how it changes as you get closer to orgasm from the things I am doing with my tongue, my fingers inside you or upon you, and the wet mess between us and how I love all over my chin and shoulders and the bed beneath your hips and your ass I clutch sometimes when I do the tornado tongue on you.

The other thing I like besides your words and noises when we make love is the look in your eyes....whether you are clinching your teeth or opening your mouth wide in a moan or a gasp for more air ...or sometimes your mouth is just closed ...the looks in your eyes ..down at me in seeming disbelief at how good, is the ultimate fulfillment of allll I want from us. When I reach upward to massage a breast or pinch one of your nipples like you enjoy when you get close to coming, it's the look you give me that fills me with complete warmth and love for you. I never love you more than when I can find a moment while I am sucking you off to get a glimpse of what state of excstacy your facial expressions and your eyes are expressing. In fact you once asked me if we should ever invite someone else to our bed to make a threesome, and while I dont really want to share our intense intimacy with anyone else, the only time I think I could really "go for that" is when I think that my pussy is hungriest for being licked and sucked at those moments when I am so engrossed in your pussy upon my tongue and hands while my eyes are upon you. Having someone tend to me at that very moment would be the only reason I'd consider it ....but I know as I write this, that it probably would be a hollow sexual fulfillment because nobody could ever go down on me with the love and passion that you do my love.

About that threesome idea....I know in this new found lesbian world I apparently lured you into (i know...I am SUCH a seductress LOL) you surprisingly find yourself in, that the lesbian threesome idea intrigues you alot ..and it did me too at one time. Maybe I think of myself as more of a one woman woman. But, If the circumstances present themselves and you find you really want to share what we have with someone else, you might find me willing as long as I don't sense that you want HER as much as the SEX we would have.....I am sorry but I can't help but be jealous. That may especially be true for the girl you mentioned that works with you....and the biggest reason is that she might have feelings for you after we do what we do ...and there you would be without me every day at work. And gosh, she JUST turned 18 ...I thought YOU were young LOL. I will confess though, I would love to know what it's like when she comes ...and if you have such a desire to know what it's like with another woman besides me, I have to admit that I understand that firsthand, and maybe I should say it's lucky that you'd rather me be there with you, rather than do something behind my back. Baby ...I want to be so many of the new experiences you have, cause with me, each time we make love is like a completely original and first time thing. It just always feels that way for me, and you have become all I want and need. But ...I respect what you may be feeling and because I know what a loving giver you are to me in bed, I can only imagine what that girl you work with , or whomever else it might be between us, might be in for the most orgasmic and pleasurable experience our lesbian love might give her. (but don't give her the whole hand like you did me that time...that's just for us my love..just our special love..you know without me saying)

I think of alot of new experiences with you....and I have to admit that a pretty big fantasy of mine is to watch you ..maybe even video you making yourself come. I know we did that melted in each others arms that once...but I am fantasizing about being on the chair watching you in bed ...somehow trying to pretend im not there. In fact, I am getting a bit overheated thinking of all the things I might observe from that chair, not just watching you masturbate...the thought of that girl just popped into my head and I even flashed a thought of watching you get fucked ..but my jealous bone made those thoughts go away quickly. I remember when we were laying together and you were making yourself come ...when I do it I couldn't believe how fast and furious your hands and fingers were ...soooooo different then what I do with you, yet you have told me that you don't want me to do you like that. It sure helped me understand at least, whats not too rough for you. LOL. So...forgive me, but what I have fantasized about is just sitting on that chair and seeing you do it start to finish...no help from me. That's my fantasy lately...but you know I have a hundred thousand...and babe...I'd love to know what I can do for you? Oh never hold back...tell me all you want and I will try to make it come true.
I wonder as I say that, what you will ask me for. Lets see, we've done so much, and we've talked about things like strap ons and threesomes and I think we will probably get to the outside fantasy we both have as soon as it gets a bit warmer ...so what HAVEN'T we talked about that you might want? I really want to know...want to make all your dreams come true babe in that bed...you are sooooo my everything.

So now, before I close this, I am a wet mess in between my legs and down my thighs, and will finish this letter and then finish up down there. When I make myself come, I am mostly thinking of the things I do to you to give you pleasure, but just before I am about to come, I start thinking about how incredible your mouth feels in harmony with your fingers when you do me. Gawd you do me sooo good...you really are soooo incredibly good its nearly impossible to believe you werent doing girls or dreaming about it all your life. So good so good ...a million times so good babe. I have always been the woman who gets about 95% if my pleasure from feeling it from my partner...feeling her pleasure ...and while its no secret how much I crave giving you complete and total pleasure and pride myself on sending you to new heights of orgasm each time we make love, I reiterate to you what I have told you on the phone, that no woman I ever was with made me want her mouth so much. You give it so good to me ...no just exactly how to spread my lips and just exactly the way to finger me while you tongue fuck me. You know just how hard and how much to suck on my clit ...you absolutely seem to be able to read my mind. (I know..that's your phrase for me...but back at ya babe) And babe...I don't know when or if it will happen again...but when I felt your hand find its way all the way in....I still don't know how you did it or how you knew HOW to do it ....but that moment when it popped so deep and so fulllll in me ...thats the most amazing, wonderful sexual moment I ever had ...and have my doubts it will ever be topped.

You are incredible ...and I want you to think of me warmly and nicely...and erotically while we are apart. I don't want to lose you....I want to do everything I can for you. My soulmate in bed and more.

Thursday

Marge Simpson Lesbian Kiss


I do something on this blog called the celebrity lesbian crush of the week ..or something like that ...its been paused as of late. I will bring it back soon. One of the criteria is that the woman on whom I have the lesbian crush has to have had an onscreen lesbian scene. Add Marge Simpson to the list.

Depends on if it turns me on.

I'll get back to you on that.

these feelings you flourish in our first kiss -lesbian poem


These Feelings You Flourish-Our First Kiss lesbian poetry by akiss2desire 2009 all rights reserved
tender touch
finger to lips
cheek to cheek
your thoughts to mine
I feel your sigh and know your emotion and desire for release
eye contact in the low light
such a soft warmth to the way you look at me

If I like you as a person
this lust we fill will be more
but this can't be left out
the love of your sex will be the first thing to know
the push of your tongue inside my mouth tells me
we do this together tonight
we may do it forever

its a soft wet tongue inside me giving me feelings like ive never felt
softest kiss imaginable and this moment frozen in time.
Kiss me and then lay me back
let me feel our mutual affection more powerful than any man ever approached
look into my eyes knowingly
let me know you will lead us in love

We knew what we wanted
and where it would end
but where to start
the sweet magical tickle of her tongue
against my lips
my skin
and lower
so beautiful she is before me
i wish for my pleasure to be hers
and create her desire as she creates mine
the foundation of what was to come

I felt her tongue and felt the warm rain flooding me in an instant.
Her nipples stiffened against my skin
she reached for my breasts to realize we shared that
and with her other hand, her fingers danced in the tangles of my hair.
Tingles shuddered through me
my soul wanted to merge with hers.
know these feelings you flourish

Friday

New Lesbian Experiences Invites only more Desire


Dear readers

I have really gone through changes in the last year...but don't we all go through changes all the time. But specifically, to the readers of this blog, and what I write ...alot of changed.

I have explained that this is the second blog I have created...the first one was deleted when I went through a paranoia of fear of discovery and trashed it all. Lost about 100 fairly decent posts. Oh well. ...but that blog and this one has been a growing experience for me as a writer ......the experiences I have had are changing me alot.


This blog IS about lesbian sex. I see alot of very nice blogs from very nice women about being a lesbian, struggling with lesbian life, and most prominate are blogs that are mostly about the political struggles gay women are going through ..which I support you fully. It's just, that isn't what this was ever going to be about.

It's about what makes me wet and hopefully, and as you've told me so much (thank you) what makes you wet. And swollen ..and needing ...and wanting to give and receive passion in the undeniably most intimate of ways.

I began A Lesbian Kiss 2 Desire as an outlet for my rather high and constant lesbian libido ...and at a time when I was literally years between actual lesbian experiences. My writing was part experience and alot fantasy. Now...one thing that has changed ..and very quickly ...is that my wonderful good sexual fortune of the last year gives me much more experience (and even heartache) from which to write from ...but nonetheless...my intense fantasies persist.

I've loved and lost ...Ive one night standed ....Ive had my desire quenched ..and wonder if you can relate ...only want more. My lesbian sexual needs are easily the most dominant thought in my minute to minute life ....real life distractions of being a mom and an pillar of the community reel me back in as they must ..but in an idle minute ...im back and engrossed in lesbian reminisence and desire for new and different, intimate and erotic experiences.

I knew before I ever went down on a woman that giving oral was just something that was in my DNA ... my experiences have solidified something I believed anyway ...I am addicted to womans orgasms ..creating them in every way ...like a drug..I want to feel the build, the dam burst ...hear the moans and then stifling of moans even LOL ...I love to know the breaths increasing...the swelling evident ...the wetness gushing over my tongue, lips, my chin ..involving all of me. I love the sounds, smells, feelings of power and empowerment fulfilled ...and the potential that still exists in each thrust and grind and tremble that i create with my lips, tongue, fingers, hands and skin. I get off so much on remembering what me and others have done and what I have wanted to do and what I want to do.

I have become quite into whats called tribbing... heard a DJ refer to lesbians as scissor lovers...it was offensive ..but ..also ..titillating as well. He told a story of women scissoring in the back seat of a car ..while I imagine with someone my size 5'8" that might be difficult in a backseat ..i still gushed at the possibility. I look for tribbing videos online and my last two lovers have known how i like it.

With tribbing......my last lover ...she just has these eyes that are so expressive when it goes from good to realllly good with my fingers are thigh or if i get it right with our clits .i grew to love being on top of her or next to her more cause of how incredibly she looks when she is like that...and the other woman i was with recently..same thing...just mezmerized looking at the expressions and feelings and feeling them ..feeling her gaze on me when it went from goood to realllly good with me.

My new perspective is not just about bedroom experience ...its realizng whats inside me and why I have probably should have called myself lesbian from the age of 12 when it was starting to become apparent in my mind ....then of realizing it at around 30. But ...thats life I guess.

I just wanted to share that the needs I had for so long without being fullfilled have now been ...and yet ...funny how it works like this...but I have never wanted more sexual intimacy with women in

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