Who Am I ? akiss2desire is a Bible Belt Blogging Bi Big Beautiful Babe who has been sharing her writing, mostly 1st person lesbian erotica, short stories, poetry, and lesbian pop culture realizations from both the experience and fantasy perspectives to an ever growing audience. I recently passed a million page views ! Thanks for the nominations for the Lezzie awards honoring best lesbian erotica on the web.

Those who have come here regularly know that I have taken a bit of a hiatus from posting and publishing, but my past work is still here and if you are new here there is much to be consumed. I am working on several stories right now and writing from the same mix of experience and fantasy that readers have told me they loved.

Those stories will be the foundation of my upcoming compilation book. Today, you get to read for free. Welcome, and I hope you stay awhile.

Thursday

What is a First TIme???


I have always been interested in hearing about a woman's first time with another woman. I don't think I am alone in this because there are books about first times sold like this one called True Stories of Lesbian Awakening ... and there used to be a website that talked about anyone's first time having sex either hetero or not. I obviously have had my first time with men, first time with a woman ...but arent there more ways to understand first time ?


Yes there is a first time kiss but there are also the first times ...all these are the ones that have a special place with me as first times with a woman ...and hey..sometimes the woman was me :) There is a progression I want to go through for MY benefit..but I will share it on here with you..knowing I probably will leave something out.
First time I orgasmed while masturbating....I blogged about t his if you want to search it.

first time I saw women kiss on tv

first time I realized I was bisexual. ..I was 12 and there was no question at that moment or ever since of that being what was inside me.

soon after that was a first time of allowing myself to picture and imagine sex with girl while doing myself...I guess it is cliche but I thought of a teacher.

soon after that were times that I pictured a woman with me while making out or making love to a boy.

The FIRST TIME I KEPT A PAPERBACK ON MY BED FOR ABOUT 6 MONTHS BECAUSE IT HAD ONE CHAPTER IN IT THAT I READ OVER AND OVER AND OVER !!! (no for the life of me I can't remember the book .but as soon as I do I will post it here)


First time I let a crush on a girl lead to coming out and coming on to her ..was met with rejection


first experience with a vibrator.


Then there was the first time I saw lesbian pornography ..first in a magazine ...but about a week later saw the first VHS with two women together ..I can honestly say I have never been the same since either one of those experiences ....and I always wonder how many women ..e.ven straight women ..prefer to see F2F sex portrayed in that kind of movie.

My first lesbian love letter to she who became my first lover.


The list of firsts on that day should maybe only count as one ..first time kiss, first time feeling her respond to the things I do to give her pleasure, fist time feeling a nipple stiffen between my lips and the first time knowing what someone elses wetness besides my own was like.


Ohhhh the first time going down on a woman ..when I knew that I truly belonged down there and never wanted it to end. Nothing before or since felt so good and so right to me. I really do wonder how I came out of that experience calling myself bisexual instead of gay.

first time I finally let myself go with a woman and could soar without the tension


first time I sought out a lesbian chatroom and found someone to cyber with.


first online lesbian love


first phone sex with a woman.

first blind date with woman--well sort of blind...we had met on the internet

oh...and first lesbian blog (this is my second one ..I erased the first one about a year ago)

The things that have yet to be??? now that sounds like the topic for another list sometime :)










I went down,

felt her respond

...first time I let my body go with a woman without such tension

...first time I tried something kinky or unusual ....

first time I was truly surprised in bed is a good memory for me.

first cybersex .....

first F2F phone sex

As someone who has been married for 7 years I cannot say that everytime in some way is a bit of a first time because it certainly is not with him. But I also have to admit that

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