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Who Am I ? akiss2desire is a Bible Belt Blogging Bi Big Beautiful Babe who has been sharing her writing, mostly 1st person lesbian erotica, short stories, poetry, and lesbian pop culture realizations from both the experience and fantasy perspectives to an ever growing audience. I recently passed 700,000 page views ! Thanks for the nominations for the Lezzie awards honoring best lesbian erotica on the web. There is truly nothing like getting feedback from you ...even when my writing has slowed down I still get encouragement to keep going. To anyone who has been coming here since 2007 --THANKS ...and if you just stumbled upon my blog, the "best of" from the past are the links above. Those stories will be the foundation of my upcoming compilation book. Today, you get to read for free. Welcome, and I hope you stay awhile.

Tuesday

Google Blogger is taking this sexually explicit site down on March 23rd

This is the younger me from 2007 
A note from "Akiss2desire" or as some of you know me after all these years, Brenda.
akiss2desire@gmail.com

Wow.   I am gutpunched at the email and then in reading the news to confirm that indeed, Google, who owns blogger and therefore everything on this site I have created, is outlawing any sexual blogs as of March 23rd, 2015.   So with a month to go as I write this, let me share my personal experience with you.

I have been doing this since 2007.

First of all, I want to hear from anyone who has ever enjoyed anything here at my email.   As I don't know whether or not I will relocate these writings or find another venue to display my art, I could use some honest evaluation from this blog's readers.  I have been approaching 1 Million pageviews, a number I believe I won't get to now.  Well, that was just an ego stroke anyway.

This blog honestly used to mean much more to me then as of late as I have not been able to write as regularly as I used to.  But what began as an outlet for expressing my mostly closet lesbian life, my true life mixed with fantasy 1st person lesbian erotica caught on with an audience of women who have written me so many flattering things.   You let me know that we connected through my stories and experiences, and in the course of the 8 years of this adventure I think the writer and the readers have shared a very intimate experience.  I opened the door to my life and sexual awakenings to you, and in return I have gotten such amazing feedback, and also developed a few friendships and even relationships.  There is nothing to compare the feeling of writing something that readers indicate touched them emotionally and erotically.   This has been my little secret for so long that it is truly a part of me.

For mostly the fact that I am so in the closet, I was never able to successfully monetize anything here, (nor is that the point) and I never (yet?) published in E-Book form, but I haven't ruled out anything going forward.

I used to get 4000 views a day when I posted a new story - So Close to a Million 
This will certainly come to an end March 23rd, and whatever I do next will be posted on this site's front page so you can come along if I continue after this, but until then, let me please deliver a heartfelt THANK YOU for making me feel like a woman who had a chance to become a real writer who was appreciated and loved for so openly sharing my sexual life and mind with you.  I have been truly blessed and am devastated to say goodbye to this.

What should I do next ?

Love,
Brenda
akiss2desire@gmail.com

Saturday

The Lesbian Kisses of Jennifer Anniston (redo)

(reposted from way back in 2008--whoa a long time on this blog !)

Celebrity Lesbian Crush Of The Week - Jennifer Anniston

Winona Ryder, Lisa Kudrow, Courtney Cox ..and a pretty hot girl in the movie Rockstar. Thats the list of the women that I know and have seen with my own eyes that Jennifer Anniston has kissed. In my humble opinion, the one in the forgettable movie Rockstar was the hottest on screen lesbian kiss for me, and with all the fuss over the Friends kiss with Winona Ryder, the one seconds later with Lisa Kudrow was a bit more erotic. ...ok ..being honest about it, it seems Jennifer Anniston is not a lesbian, these in and of themselves don't make me wet, but it gets the mind going thinking about the "what if's" of making love with Jen. I chose her as the lesbian kiss crush of the week when I saw the tremendous, tasteful, nude photographs of her published this week. She is sooo beautiful ...and no doubt a huge crush. Brad never made her come like I would. :)five lesbian images of our favorite friend ..with benefits :)






Previous Celebrity Lesbian Crush's from this blog
Gwenyth Paltrow
jane krakowski
Drew Barrymore
hayden panettiere
Eva Longoria, Lohan, Jodie Foster and Grays Anatomy and others

Monday

Lesbian Cunnilingus -- my need

Lesbian Cunnilingus my need

After holding you and being held by you, sucking your tongue, deeply kissing, sucking on your nipples and massaging your shoulders, breasts, and body, my fingers have felt your wetness and my hunger can no longer be denied.   Downward I kiss until I am there to gaze and admire before I submerge my tongue into your wet window to your soul.  I pull your skin, your lips upward and expose your clit for my tongue to softly lick and then encircle, flitter, tickle and cause to undulate against my mouth.  I push inward and you shudder and the slippery sliding of two of my fingers joining under and inside while my tongue and lips concentrate on your ultimate pleasure.  Licking side to side or up and down, writing your pleasure in cursive or sucking your clit in between my lips.  Flattening my tongue and tossing my head and neck side to side at first slowly, eventually, almost violently.  On you, in you, under you, and with you my mouth and hands and fingers.  My extra hand upon your breasts, my shoulders riding your thighs, your cry's and breathing and sound to lead me to your bolts of lightning we both feel before it washes me in your love.

Sunday

I Collect Orgasms - Nicky on Orange Is The New Black - Are They Reading Me ?

I was watching Orange Is The New Black on season 2 in episode 4  when Nicky says "I collect orgasms," in justifying her "fuck book."      I about fell over ...Not that I believe I am the only lesbian with this novel concept ...but I have written about that I collect orgasms more than once.  Here is my favorite passage from a writing in 2013 (linked here)  :

Sexually I should state upfront that while I am open to most anything that doesn't hurt, my main desire is your desire.  I am a giver and always have been.   I get off on getting my partner off and so whatever that may be is where I want to go.   I hope it means you want to accept my desire to give oral for long enough periods of time it might seem I can't get enough ...it's truly what gives me pleasure is to feel someones body respond to what I am doing ...using all of everything available ..tempos, textures, pressure, tenderness, power flip flops, intensity ebbs and flows, every sense enhanced, and especially...tuning into what my lover has told me what was good by her reaction, and anticipating what she wants next and next after that.   I collect orgasms like precious gems and afterglow caresses like diamonds. Nothing would zing me more than for you to say I was your favorite.   Oh yes, there is more ...I love to be liked, loved, and loved upon....perhaps always my disease is the desire to do anything for affection both in bed and honestly in my "real" life as well...but know that if there is chemistry I will do anything to make our short time stolen away wonderful and unforgettable when we are in the bubble --when it's just the two of us and the whole world goes away except our pleasure.  -Alesbiankiss2desire

From 2013 :)  Love YOU Natasha Lyonne

Saturday

A Lesbian Tribute to Julianne Moore and Amanda Seyfried in Chloe

I remember knowing that this movie had a lesbian slant, but had no idea that when this scene came up it would be the hottest onscreen Cougar / Kitten lesbian scene with big name actresses in the history of Hollywood.   There is Julianne writhing, getting "they aren't faking that" fingered by Amanda.  Beautiful and erotic. Here are the images :)

I remember knowing that this movie had a lesbian slant, but had no idea that when this scene came up it would be the hottest onscreen Cougar / Kitten lesbian scene with big name actresses in the history of Hollywood.   There is Julianne writhing, getting "they aren't faking that" fingered by Amanda.  Beautiful and erotic. Here are the images :)

Wednesday

"I Like When You Call Me That"

Original first person lesbian fiction by akiss2desire
"Best Of"
All Rights Reserved 2014


I had zeroed in to that doorknob....waiting for it to move...staring at it and urging it to turn ..and finally it did as you entered my room almost sneakily.  No words as you approached, but you took your jacket off to reveal  the dress you wore at the party you left early to come up to this room and be with me , and your incredible breasts and cleavage revealed in the soft light were so lovely I elicited an audible sigh, which caused a slight smile upon your soon to be kissed lips. 


The five minutes I have been naked and awaiting your arrival since your text that said "I'm on my way up baby," felt like five hours.  I can hardly catch my breath now that you are here.   I had missed you so much since you spent around 10 minutes getting me settled in the hotel room and told me you'd cut out of your company's holiday party early so we could have our night together.  I didn't mind being your secret.  I had bathed luxuriously in the executive suite's jacuzzi, gotten bored with the tv quickly, touched up my makeup, dabbed perfume,  and settled upon the softness of the sheets and pillows of this room.  A simple country girl like me had never seen it this good.   I was impressed, and planned on doing whatever you wanted me to do when you arrived.   I knew when you got back from the party it was to be our time.  I had mulled over how I should greet you when you returned ...in the suite upon the couch in the nightie I brought, in the clothes I arrived in perhaps, or, as I eventually decided, in bed, nude, wet, horny, and acknowledging that we were both there to fuck.   As you had written in your email, "I can't wait to spend the night sucking your juicy pussy." 

"How was it ?"

"Drunken assholes making asses of themselves more by the minute. I couldn't wait to get out of there."

"I missed you ....alot."

"I got out of there as fast as I could...I'm even a little earlier than I told you aren't I ?"

"Is this ok ?"

"What."

"That I am in this bed ...waiting for you ...wanting you."

"Is it ok ?   It's my dream come true."

You sat down in the hotel rooms comfortable chair a few feet from the head of the bed.  You disengaged our mutual gaze to slip your red heels off.  Untucking your white blouse from your red skirt, a white lace push up bra conceals your nipples, but the beauty of your ample breast is evident. 

"Did you have a drink while I was gone ?  Or two ? " she said making a hand gesture towards to bar where she had told me to help myself to as much as I wanted while she was gone.   Making conversation as she stripped down. 

"I did ...Captain Morgan and I are old drinking buddies." 

 I had visions of climbing of the bed and devouring  you on that chair.  But you stood up and off came the skirt, but left the slip on.  You looked at me and exclaimed "You have the most incredible eyes I have seen in so long."   Out of the chair, you come to me and knelt down next to the side of the bed I am on about midway where you softly grasp my hand which us clasped upon the top cover of the bed.  You gently stroked my hand and then lifted my hand to your lips and began to suck my fingers...middle first, then the ring, and twirling your tongue around my pinky, then finishing by closing your eyes sensously and sucking ---actually closer to fellating ...my index finger in long up and down strokes.  It felt so good with your warm mouth, and had my mind wildly dancing to wonder what would come next.  I was on fire for you, and you still hadn't even french kissed me ..the quick peck before you left for the party helped me understand and trust you ...just a feel I had for you...and now you were giving me incredible sensations with your mouth and tongue ...your experience showing, and my inexperience lending credence to the vulnerability I felt in my being and with every nerve ending of my skin ...even in my bones I was at your lesbian mercy and in as submissive state of mind I had ever been with with any lover.  

After you sucked my fingers, you pulled my hand to your breast ...so soft.  I saw in your eyes when contact was made there how much desire you had and how good that felt that your desires were so astoundingly obvious for me.   You unhooked the bra and my fingernails grazed over your skin and your nipples as the straps and fabric fell  down over your shoulders and with a soft tug from my fingers, down to the hotel room carpet.  The absolute most beatiful nipples I have ever seen responded to my fingertips touch of kneading and soft pinches.  You went from stroking my wrists and forearms while I did this to over top of the blanket grasp both of my breasts.  How quickly my senses were becoming overwhelmed with all the sensations our heat was producing. 

I knew before I said it that I would be sounding like a "bumpkin" but I said it anyway.  "You sure know how to treat a woman."   I meant it in a first date way, and I meant it in a way that had a subtext of submission to wherever she was going to lead us.   "You make me feel like I'm a teenager," I said honestly.   You replied, "I am so taken with you too.  This is going to be so wonderful for both of us."  We spoke as we caressed each others breasts.  "So I hear you love to eat pussy," she said ...."I understand we have that in common," I replied.  "I can't wait." 

You lifted yourself up, turned around and slithered out of the remaining fabric upon you, and nude now you first sat upon the bed and I looked up at you.  ...then you quickly lifted the coves to expose me, your eyes drinking in the site of my breasts and with your mouth agape in a breathless gasp, told me "how marvelous" my tits looked.   I wanted them sucked right then as the colder air of the room stiffened my nipples and drove me to a higher desire.  You started to lay next to me and I scooted over to allow you room to get under the covers. 

Then you rolled me to my back and looked down into my eyes ..then to my lips your eyes went and you lowered yourself to me.   Our skin now touching and mushing together at our sides, and then the sensation of your lips. 

Your lips so soft.  Deep, powerful kisses from us both with wide open mouths and warm slithering  tongues.  Each kiss topping the one before it even more passionate.   You were causing me to say things I didn't care if they sounded dumb or not...but they were things I had never said before.  But felt right ..and true.  "You make my pussy burn with your kisses," I panted.   Sucking on my bottom lip now, you broke it and said " I wanna suck that hot, juicy pussy."  Not ever one to have done this kind of dirty talk before much, I blurted out something that felt right ...."You want my juicy pussy," and at the "yes" you murmured into my mouth into the next french kiss, I said when our lips parted, "want my hot cunt," and you reached down, lifting my breast..then diving to my breast, sucking with a medium aggressiveness upon my breast and my nipple and as I strained not to shriek in delight, you whispered "hot cunt."  I answered back, "hot cunt,"   and you said "are you MY hot cunt ?"  "I'm your hot cunt."   Your hand upon the breast you weren't sucking now squeezing quite hard as if to leave an imprint ..and squeezing outward towards the nipple then being pinched lightly, then much more firmly "hot cunt" you said into my tit and with a noticeable increase in anxious desire.   Your lips released my nipple and my pussy was gushing for you and awaiting your imment touch.
You then lifted up and hunched over me and my eyes couldn't look into yours for a moment cause gosh...I never dreamed of this feeling going through my body.  Your long dark hair fell upon my shoulder from above, and as i looked away from you...I took your hair into my mouth and simultaneously lunged my hips up into your thigh so that my wet pussy lips would kiss your skin and you could feel how badly I wanted you. 

And then you said to me the most sexy, the most romantic thing any lesbian woman said to me in the heat of our desire.  "I want you to know that  want to do everything with you...at all once...but of course...not possible...so tonight...like this. all the other ways for all the times to come....because I want you to always be my sweet, hot cunt"

"I'm your hot cunt."

"My sweet, wet, burning ....hot ...cunt."

And in case there was any doubt...."keep calling me that ..i love it when you call me that," I told you. 

One more deeply passionate kiss and I knew you were to devour me in moments.  I was ready to come right then. 

"I want you so bad," I said as your mouth sucked in my right breast and nipple hard enough to leave a mark and make a sound as the air slipped between your lips, and you even gulped as if you were drinking my skin in.  

"I'm going to make this juicy, hot pussy come for me all night,"  you said as you began to kiss your way down my belly towards my undoubtedly steaming vagina.   I think I loved you at that moment as much as I ever loved any woman. 

You slipped two fingers inside me on your way down ...everything a blur  but I most remember contractions of the muscles around your fingers, the twisting and writhing of  uncontrollabe of my...and the high pitched noises that accompanied each orgasm, while I either looked down at you in the soft light sometimes to see that I believe I had finally, FINALLY met a woman who loved to give head to a woman as much as I always had.   Your face contorted with the most incredibly beautiful eyes in the throes of each of my powerful orgasms. 

Sweetly but forcefully, you spent the next hour  wearing me out ..inside and out i am completely spent but i dont want you to stop. 
And when it came to for my mouth upon your pussy, I asked you to do something for me.  I wanted to suck it from underneath, laying on my back.  "Will you ..umm..." and I couldnt say the words "sit on my face"  So I guided your thighs towards me and slid under you and explained  "...so I can eat you from down here "  
Without anything being said, you might have thought you had to do this for me... something in me let that be ok for now.  I wanted you too badly to give you any possible chance of backing out just yet.  I remember my mouth latching on to your clit with my lips and the tangy, slightly sweet smell of your wetness. Your pussy captures my tongue inside you and releases it gently.  I pull you into this kiss upon your mons, or do you push your luscious lips into mine to invite my tongue to continue to penetrate you and slide up onto your stiff button.  Your love to drink your thighs upon my cheeks and shoulders.  The shudders of your pleasure engulf my soul.
That lesbian fire in me that had dissapeared like a ghost ..now has come raging back through every fiber of my being thanks to the inspiration of your beauty. your way, and the honor of your affection.  I cant give you enough with my mouth but I try. 
This is the heart that has been beating only for you today ..yesterday ..last week and last month ...and wishes to beat for your forevermore.

Tuesday

Our Lesbian Blindfold Experiment



Our Lesbian Blindfold Experiment Short erotic fiction by akiss2desire
all rights reserved
I want to do something a little different with her, and so on this Saturday night we have together, we will. See, by MY definition, I am not very kinky ...but that doesn't mean I haven't engaged in quite a few things in my sex life that would be considered by many to be kinky ..and by kinky for many, the meaning is anything beyond heterosexual missionary position. You know ...even vanilla sex is pretty good ..and for most of my encounters with men and women, what would be memorable would be the level of passion or lack thereof rather than what position we stretched our bodies into or what implements or flavors might have been included. So, for me to say "I want to do something a little different" does not mean we will swing from the ceiling, nor does it imply we will need heavy duty power cord extensions. It just means that there are so many ways to express this love for her, and we'll roll the dice and see if this different way feels right for us.

I am by definition neither defined by the term dom or sub. I am familiar with the dom / sub lifestyle and just couldn't see myself fitting either of those labels. But ..introduce a blindfold into the bedroom scenario, and I guess it's hard to escape that the roles become something like that. I'd made up my mind to ask her to trust me with the blindfold when I was in a second hand store and saw a beautiful and inexpensive maroon silk scarf. While my imagination ran wild with the suppositions of what might happen between us while she couldn't see what i was doing, or about to do, I tried to quell the many thoughts for fear of losing the spontaneity that would make the experience as delicious to me as I knew I could make it for her. I had always thought that for an experience like the one I was thinking about creating for us to "work," it would take ALOT of mutual trust ..and with my sweet wonderful girl,

When she arrived that night, we did the usual drinking each other in, enjoying a first passionate kiss, and even though in these moments neither one of us know exactly how it will start or where it is going, there is the sureity of our always smoldering passion flaring up into the white hot hour of orgasmic give and take in these meetings that have become the highlight of my every week. A freshen up and small talk and a wine cooler opened and mostly put away, it was time for our arms to lace together, our tongues to begin to tangle...and how GOOD of a kisser she always is with her tongue entering me, sweeping back and forth and mine swirling around and entering past her lips to explore her warm invitation. Juices are flowing and we know, as always, how into each other we are, and how easily our love for each other meshes and quickly into making love.

"Wait wait....hold on a second." She resists at first, my breaking of our deep kiss, and unsuccessfull tries to continue it ..but I just hold her tight, lower my head to nibble upon her neck and then back away to put my hands upon her shoulders and look her in the eye. I gently push her down on the bed before me, and she sat with a look that almost said "get on with it." Beautiful before me on the bed with her shoes long since kicked off, but her sky blue square neck loose fitting top that not only accentuated the round of her breasts pushing upward and urging to break free from the black lace fringed bra concealed but hinted at so slightly, her long dark hair softly laying on her shoulders ...her sweet eyes so innocent and trusting of me.

"So I told you I'd like to try something different ok?" I said standing above her, reaching out my right hand. She held it with one warm palm, reaching up to twirl the tassels dangling down from my purple floral v neck raggy cardigan that emphasized my braless cleavage.

"Babe...I love that look you give me." She can melt me with that half smile, half pout. She bites her lower lip and drinks me in with her puppy dog eyes. Oh how she makes me want her and so thankful that I have her.

She began to giggle ...not that anything at all was funny, but just her natural response to the nervous, sexual tension building up between us in the darkly lit room.


"Alright, listen...hear me out. I could never hurt you, or scare you, or torment you, orrrrrr, " I flashed a naughty smile, "tie you up and get out the whips and chains," (she laughed) "or make you think I am asking you to submit to me as a submissive to a dominatrix.

"yah want me to tie YOU up ? " she smiled ..I knew she would if I wanted ..and probably will someday ...

"However, " I continued as if I wasn't taken aback by her candor, " ...I kinda do want you to submit to the pleasure I want to give you ...If you trust me ..if we trust each other ..I think what we can have would just let me have you completely, we can make a wonderful memory. " She nodded ...kinda curled her neck to her side and smiled as I started to walk away ..."let me get something," I said and from my purse I quickly retrieved the scarf and returned to the bed, but on the other side.

"What are you going to do with that?" she said looking back at me.

"Find out how much you trust me.

"I've always trusted you babe."

"We'll see"

As I began, there was a part of me that was experience that "here we go," thrill of the type you get when the roller coaster ride start, As in, It's finally here. Coming up behind her on the bed and on my knees, I elicit another nervous giggle from her when I drape the scarf around her and begin upon my mission. After the scarf is tied and I have confidence in her vision being taken away, she giggles and laughs "couldnt you have just turned out the light ?" and then adds .."so what next...are you going to tie me up ?" "Do you want to be tied up darling ?" "oh please don't tie me up..and don't spank me either, even though I've been a baaad girl," she mocked. I could tell she was thrilled to go along with whatever I wanted...but there was also a hint of unsure about what is next anxiety. She knew that my intentions weren't to play out that kind of scene ..well, maybe not tonight anyway, but also, it was clear already, I was in enough control to where she didn't know what was going to be coming next.

I started to gently massage her shoulders from behind on the bed, and then reached around to lift and gently squeeze the orbs of her breasts through the fabric of both her top and her bra with both hands. "You really smell so good tonight," I whispered in her ear before wrapping my lips around her soft and sensitive earlobe. While tonguing and sucking there, I began to unbutton her blouse and stroked her skin with my fingertips and nails all along the path...down and up..feeling her lean back against me , and when the bottom button was undone, my hand wandered to between her legs, pushed into the fabric of her jeans and back upward my fingers traveled to again lift and caress her breasts for a moment, before tugging the top over her shoulders, pulling arms out of the sleeves, and stroking and gently raking my nails along her skin as I went about it, upwards to undo the clasps of her turquoise bra , and sensually removed it ...pulling the fabric over her nipples to stimulate both to their state of obvious excitement. I wanted to get her undressed because I knew the feeling of being there naked, and blindfolded, would be a delightfully wicked sensation.

Between my legs I was getting quite the itch, and the dampness was seepin. I have to confess in knowing that I wanted to DO this, but having no plan, realizing it wold just play out, I was typically fearing that I wouldnt make this a memorable ENOUGh experience ...I was determined to find every opening to pleasure her in proven ways, and find as many new ways to arouse her as well.

I enjoyed her topless, staring straight ahead into the darkness of her scarf, as I got out of the bed, came around to her side, and then,after standing abover her for a moment, running all the possibilities through, resisted kissing her, or bobbling her ample breasts, because those would be what she would perhaps expect, and the point of the blindfold experience was to add some unpredictability ...so, instead for my next move knelt before her ..my fingertiops tracing down from her neck..to her boobs ..her stomach ..and on the belt loop of her jeans, I undid them, then unsnapped and unzipped...took just a half second to check her warmth between her thighs, and began to remove first her jeans over her knees, finally sliding them off her calfs at the floor...so that now she was sitting upright on the bed and completely nude except for the scarf tied as a blindfold around her eyes. Don't you just know how proud of all of this I was ..I never undressed a woman so expertly ...it was clean, erotic, and got to the point I wanted for both of us. While I was undressing her, when one of my tassles dangled aganst the skin just below her bosom, she twirled it and then instinctively reached towards my boob and giving it a gentle squeeze, she said "Am I allowed to touch you ?"

"You aren't my slave ....I just want you to feel how much I care for you."
"I miss looking at you.....but ...don't stop."

It was not the first time her words caused a white hot flush throughout my body and soul. She always knows what to say, how to touch, how to moan, how to inspire me.

And kneeling before her when i finished undressing her, even though I was sooooo ready to remove my own clothes, or to help her get them off of me, but i knelt there admiring her, as she ran her fingers through my hair, I drank in the vision of her pink erect nipples juxtaposed against the creamy skin of her round C cup boobs, the dark tuft between her legs parted for me to be between them on my knees. Allll the things I could do next ...I was wondering ...her feet called to me, and I massaged first the right, then the left, while she moaned as though I were inside her with my tongue. "This is better than sex," she uttered. I loved the feel of her skin and when my breast laid upon her calf I realized how badly I wanted that feeling with my bare breast, as opposed to through my top. So, I stopped rubbing, "oooooooh," she complained, and I lifted the top over my head, and then playfully draped it upon her head. "Heyyyyy," she whined, and knocked my top to the floor as I nestled between her legs to resume gently kneading and pushing against her toes and the arch of her foot, while this time resting my boob upon her smoothly shaven calf ..soft skin against soft skin. "You're giving me goosebumps all over."

I began to kiss from her feet, upwardly licking past her right thigh and knee until I was once again kneeling and facing her ...I spread her legs, and she invitingly spread them more. I pushed upon her belly, " Lay back ...I want to taste you."

"mmmm I love when you eat my pussy," she softly said, and I replied, " who says I'm going to do that >?"

Well she knew I could never resist.

I began to lick, nibble, and suck the inside of her thighs, and I hear you " ohhhhh waht are you doing to me,"

"I honestly don't know...have no idea," i reply between licks ..and then upward I go towards her mound to gently suck, lick and tickle and tease. Further upward I climb and reach up to clinch a breast in each hand while my mouth gently kisses your belly ...my bare right breast rubs against and absorbs the moisture from her pussy lips ...it feels good enough that i more purposely roll my boob against her there ..then again, adn we are having the same ideal because then she uttered "babe, I've always wanted you to fuck me with your tits...don';t stop."

"your wish is my command,"

Now, SHE is the one tied up, and look who is giving the orders. Funny isn't it how things are ...but thats how it is with us ..always the perfect sharing and give and take of the power in bed.

"Damn," the curse escapes from my subconscious and aloud in the room. I cuss because this is nothing like what I planned ..then again, I didn't have ANYTHING planned. Still ... it's going much faster than I thought the blindfold experiment would go ...this was supposed to be more of a study of slow sensuality ...yet here we are, in just as much the heat of passion as we ever are, with no turning back and seemingly no slowing down.

When I am able to give up the sensation of her wetness and feeling it get ever so more wet beneath my stiff nipple, all those wonderful sensations between us, I kiss her side and your hip and slink downward running my nose and lips down the smooth skin, but moving decidely away from where I know of her achinng, growing need. But it's not in my nature to make her suffer long. Once again licking and sucking on her thighs, perhaps trying to make you feel I might just stay there all night, I can feel the squirm of impatience, but when my finger reaches towards her, so slippery, and I imagine throbbing, and I can tease her desire, nor can i deny my intense hunger any more.

The euphoria of licking her is equal every time to the first time it happened ..when it was the first lesbian experience for my younger. most beautiful, amazing lover. I creamed thinking so much about how her mind was swimming, processing all the amazing sensations and emotions between us. That euphoria, as I dove into her as if I hadn't been fed for a month, was every bit the same euphoria as the very first time.

It feels so good to twist and twirl my tongue around her lips and her clit ...my complete satisfaction ...my need taken care of totally. My own pussy aches as I kneel with my hands underneath her ..lifting her into my mouth. Each way she responds to my love urges me on to the next of sensations. Fingers inside her, tongue up and down, slowly coaxing her clit out of its hood, then rapidly swirling it, tickling until I can feel you need something with more pressure, harder both inside and on top ...together we feel each others needs ...my need to maximize your pleasure and cause your every next moan or gasp or breath, or grip of my head or hair or tightning of your thigh muscles and of course, the way all time stops just before your gushing upon my palm and lips release of all these waves of pleasure in you that we both so crave and desire.

The foundation is laid for the rest of the night. Moments later the blindfold comes off ...we will gaze into each others eyes for the rest of our orgasmic evening.

Saturday

Lesbian Poetry "Come Live Inside My Soul"

Come Live Inside My Soul
by akiss2desire
all rights reserved

A flood of warmth raced through my body
and my soul

The tingles shot past my stiffening nipples
down to my ever dampening pussy
which she grinded into with her thigh
as her lips gently sucked on my neck
her tongue tenderly adding to the thrill

More tingles down the neck
surrender me to your desire
come live inside my soul with me

Sunday

The Lesbian Week that Was ....Ellen Page, Juliane Moore, Gay Marriage in Virginia, and a lez flirt :)

I guess if I had gotten laid...it might  have been perfect.   Well, a little flirting happened ...but the big stories were big stories for lesbians and especially here in Virginia.  I had been told by a friend that 2014 was THE year Virginia would get gay marriage, and it turns out that looks like it's going to happen thanks to a decision made by a judge this week. Marriage equality is steamrolling right along, but if there was one expression heard by many, whether conservative or liberal, gay or straight, it was "I never thought that would happen in Virginia."   I blogged about the story here   http://saphicsophistication.blogspot.com/2014/02/next-state-for-gay-marriage-virginia.html  Got some cool retweets and a few new followers too :)  @akiss2desire on twitter.

Then, one of my heart strings, Ellen Page, not only came out as lesbian ...that honestly doesn't surprise me ...however, there has not been a more articulate and moving speech as hers in the course of announcing that she is a lesbian.  I cried, replayed it, copied some lines for the blog, replayed it, made a visual of her most inspiring words and tweeted it, and encourage you to find my coverage of this event here. http://saphicsophistication.blogspot.com/2014/02/ellen-page-comes-out-as-lesbian-and.html and here http://saphicsophistication.blogspot.com/2014/02/ellen-page-comes-out-as-lesbian.html


THEN came the news as my heavy older woman lesbian crush, Julianne Moore, is going to be Ellen Page's lesbian lover in a new movie about Marriage Equality.   That just seems to mix allllll these stories together.  Then, what if I told you the flirting I got this week was from ..get this ..wait for it ..an older woman named Julie.  Seriously ?   Now the whole week seems a destiny.   Here is my story on Julianne and Ellen, http://saphicsophistication.blogspot.com/2014/02/julianne-moore-and-ellen-page-to-be.html

Now if the flirtation becomes something more, I will have some more first person erotica to write about here LOL>  (Says the writer who has about 5 unfinished projects right now)

Tuesday

Lesbian Breast Love


Once again our eyes meet and hers seem to say "like this" as she grasps and lifts my boob ...instinctively using her thumb to stimulate my nipple and cause me to gasp.  I respond by gripping the soft skin of her breast harder, and we both know that the urge to go slow is about to be a bursted dam of inhibitions lost between us.  I lower my head to swallow a nipple and moan into it, hearing her own moan in my ears above causes my arousal to heighten ever moreso.  Devouring her breast, aggressively, yet ever so softly. Moaning ..slurping even ...loving the weight but also loving the give and response of her tightened nipple between my lips and teeth.

Thursday

Lesbian Blog Review and Interview Us Five with Jacklyn

This begins a series of reviews sometimes including interviews of lesbian themed websites and blogs.  These will primarily be posted on my newest blog THE RAINBOW REVIEW.  If you have a site to recommend to me, email me at akiss2desire@gmail.com or hit me up on twitter @akiss2desire. 
Review: Us Five
I'm Jacklyn. Almost 20. Three Babies. A Lesbian :). Fiance, Ami. A whole lot of love
Interview: Jacklyn who blogs about her thoughts and lesbian mom life with fiance Ami.
Site Link: 
http://usfivejacklyn.blogspot.com/



In the best lesbian blogging, I think it's all about honesty.  My favorite new lesbian blog is a friend and fan named Jacklyn who has the knack for making one feel for her wants and needs and experiences.  It's called USFIVE and its about she and her lesbian partner and their kids. 
She blogs about her life and the things she likes and doesn't and about her kids and her partners feelings about what’s going on.  Beautiful pics of the babies.

Its not sexual or erotic ..but that is not to say that this isn't a sexual and erotic couple, because ...well, you will see when you get to the interview with Jacklyn....and in fact, the blog is erotic  ..well because it IS because its love. Love in and of itself is sexy and erotic just for that.
Jacklyn does the writing, and Ami is the spouse to be.  She agreed to this interview for my new blog about lesbian authors and their creations.  This lesbian blog is wholesome and American.  A peek into the life of a lesbian mother of three.  Some excerpts before the questions:
It is a blessing to have a baby momma this great to help me with our the kids. I don't give two craps what anyone says or how anyone feels about us because nothing could ever separate us, we are imperceptible. We are in love.

And  Jacklyn writes about what it is like to come out of the homosexual closet :
Have you ever wondered about why people are gay?
If people are just born that way or if they make themselves that way?
I was born this way. 
After having two kids within two years, I had reached the time to finally come completely out of the closet.
When I did my family was accepting even though they thought it was just a faze, I proved them wrong about that.
Overall, I would not change the way I am, even if I could!

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And I selected this passage because I am a lesbian who is also Christian (convinced that my God loves everyone !)
God, he plays a big part in my life and is definitely a reason for me and my family to live for. Without him to look up to everyday I think at this point I would be lost. Whenever I am having troubles in my day all I have to do is pray and take a deep breath and things start to unfold before my eyes.

Now let me first confess that I have a very natural crush on both of the women in this family.  I appreciate their love, but call me for the threesome if you are into it because I will be there with bells on.  Jacklyn and Ami are beautiful and erotic, sensuous looking and attractive and voluptuous.  I have enjoyed getting to know Jacklyn as a blogger and now to get to know her more for this interview I will ask 10 questions ...and maybe one more :) 

Welcome Jacklyn and THANKS for the interview.  I am going to ask questions about you AND your spouse, and you can answer, but if she chimes in do share.

1 Got to ask ...how did you first hook up …was it from a date, natural friendship extension, or the sudden hot sex hookup? We were set up by a friend. It was the beginning of July two days after the 4th and we finally decided to meet in person. We’d been talking for days and this was finally it. Downtown in my hometown (Mount Vernon, Ohio), we have this thing called first Friday and it is a festival on the first Friday of every month. Ami lived in Marion, Ohio, she finally came up to meet me, and our plan was to meet at the festival. My first look at her blew me away. She was so gorgeous! She was wearing a wife beater and basketball shorts. Mmm, did she look good! After the festival we headed off to my friends (I was house sitting), Ami drank some beers and we snuggled up in bed together. It did not take long before I was rubbing up on her. I tried to induce a “sudden hot sex hookup” but the girl wouldn’t let me get past rubbing on her. The next night though was a different story ;).
2- The more I read how natural your writing is, the more I think you are on your way to being the quintessential lesbian married mom’s blog.  There isn’t anything else like it online but it’s a subject everyone is interested in with gay marriage in its infancy.  You are set for a huge following and quickly.  You already show us a glimpse into your life, are there subjects and issues you can’t wait to tackle for your readers?  What can followers look forward to reading about in 2014? Well since I just finally got my blog up and running, the subjects of my posts come as I go. Really I just want the world to hear my story, that lesbians can make perfect moms, even if they are young. I think one day I might get the courage to write about some more personal things (which Ami is not very fond of) and I hope one day that Ami decides to put some of her own input and words in to my blog. About a year ago she flipped when I said I was starting a blog about us, she did not approve of me writing about us where everyone can read it. I finally talked her in to it so I am hoping she will get interested one day. One of the biggest subjects I will be writing about coming August will be the sergeant pregnancy I am doing for either my mother or our close family friend. I will be doing a diary like blog linked to mine.
3-The concept of “lesbian bed death” portrays married lesbians as losing sexual interest and becoming more like roommates after a period of time.  For some it’s a stark reality.   How many times a month do you get it on and how do you keep it interesting? Is one or the other of you more likely to mix it up?  Is one of you more dominant than the other under the covers? I am more likely to mix things up a bit, Ami is usually up for anything but she draws limits sometimes. We are usually equal when it comes to being dominant under the covers but sometimes we take turns taking control depending on how horny one of us is. I feel sometimes we can have that sense of roommates but for the most part we can be pretty active. We have sex about once a week and sometimes more than that but in between having sex on days that we get too lazy we play with our vibrators together.
4- Society still doesn’t seem to accept fully that children can grow up with two mommies.  Have you begun to explain to the kids that your relationship is different than most? How will you tackle these issues going forward for the kids? The kids are 3 ½ months, 1 year, 2 year, so they have not had the chance to ask any questions yet but Xavier, our oldest calls Ami, mommy Ami and me mommy Jack. He knows he has two mommies and a dad (which he only sees once a week) but he does not seem to be confused about the situation. Arie, our second oldest calls us both just ma’ma. I do not think it will be much problem explaining to the kids in the future, I think they will be very accepting. I feel it is more fun for them to have two moms rather than the traditional mom/dad.
5-As I write a lesbian erotica blog, I ask about things that stimulate you. Now on two years together, tell me what facets of lesbian culture do you partake in together and / or alone ?   The things I am thinking of are lesbian erotic kindle books, lesbian pop culture movies (have any faves ?) lesbian fiction, lesbian themed TV shows like “Black is the New Orange” on Netflix or others featuring lesbian characters, 1st person erotic lesbian blogs (Ahem!) and last but certainly not least, lesbian porn.  Talk about these things in your life. Of course our favorite Erotic Lesbian Blog is yours J AlesbianKiss2Desire. My favorite lesbian movie is “But I’m a Cheerleader”. We watch the L word but I have never heard of “Black is the New Orange”, I’ll have to check it out. I read lesbian erotic stories online to spike things up sometimes, I read them out loud and it really gets us going. We do like lesbian porn, occasionally we will watch regular porn but lesbian is definitely our number one.
6-Speaking of pop culture ..now with non lesbian themes, what kind of music or artists do you listen to? What TV shows do you watch or sports ?  What movies have you most enjoyed the last year ?  Since you’ve been living together, is there one of you who most often “gets the remote control” or makes more of the entertainment choices ? We listen to pop and country a lot of country though. Right now we are in to watching seasons of shows like House, NCIS, The Killing, Secret Life of the American Teenager, and we just finished up Nurse Jackie and Weeds. Ami watches football but I absolutely hate sports lol. For movies we loved That’s my boy, Burlesque, Mama, We are the Millers, Now you see me, Hunger Games & Catching Fire, and of course Twilight. Ami is the controler of the remote usually but we usually make the entertainment choices together, we like all the same movies and shows (except for her sports and movies like Fast & Furious, I’m not one for action flicks).
7-For those who just don’t get it, or someone like me who hasn’t lived it, talk about the difference between lesbian sex and lesbian marriage. (or lesbian co-habitating with a fiance) I think we are both more for the lesbian marriage than the sex, the sex is good, but it is not as often as I’d imagine (I’m the sex fanatic) but I think there is a difference with lesbian sex (I think it would be nice to have a good threesome here and there) as for Ami does not approve of such sexual favors. She does not think of sex as a big part of our relationship as I do sometimes. I think the marriage is a big part of our relationship that needs to happen but I do like to have a little fun I just don’t anymore lol.
8-Was there a traditional type proposal of marriage or is it just assumed ?  If it was a proposal, tell that story of how it happened.  When do you think you will actually tie the knot? Ami proposed to me after our first daughter was born, it was about a week later. We had a candle light night with whipped cream and cherries it was so romantic. Out of nowhere she started getting emotional and got down on one knee and asked me. I said yes of course. Since our date is July 6th we are thinking about either this coming July or waiting a year, we just want to make sure we can financially afford a wedding. We plan to go off to another state to get married then come back to Ohio and have a reception with our families.
9- You say in your blog that when you came out your family was accepting.  GOOD !  How did you break the news?  How did that go? I broke the news years ago, I was thirteen years old. They just told me not to make jokes like that but I was serious! A few years later they finally took me serious when I started bringing my girlfriends around. When I was pregnant with my second child (my first daughter) I came out and said this was it, I’m just with girls, I am a lesbian. They all said it was just my pregnancy hormones and I would change my mind when the baby was born. They were obviously wrong. They didn’t mind, they were pretty happy they didn’t need to deal with me being with guys anymore.
10- Time for the big sex question?  Explain to me …and you don’t have to get dirty …what about lesbian sex and love that caused you to finally realize after being with both men and women that you were “born this way” and the answer that you are lesbian was obvious ?  I always am curious if the revelation occurred during lovemaking or in contemplations afterwards? For starters, sex with a woman is a thousand times better than with a man. Women know what you like and take the time to make sure they get things right. I can tell her when something is not right or the way I like it and so can she and we do not take any offense to it. With guys they always seemed to think everything they did was right and I just hate the way sex with guys was. They did not please me even close to how much a woman pleases me. Woman also have more emotions and in my opinion more intense love for each other, sometimes this can be a little out of control with certain girls but for the most part it is a good thing. I think girls know each other better and can get in each other’s minds more easily. I definitely knew I was born this way because I could never stand being with guys I hated it, I hated them. I just had this feeling that they were not right for me.
11-Time now for “The question this writer will always ask!”  What were the circumstances and who was it with when you had your lesbian cherry popped J    (Jacklyn) I was thirteen years old when I had my lesbian cherry popped. It was my neighbor, she was a couple years older than me, and I always had the hots for her. One weekend we ended up staying with each other at her house and no one else was home. We took advantage of the situation… We were playing truth or dare and it turned in to her kissing me and not stopping, everything went from there. (Ami) I was twelve when it first happened for me. This girl from school and I were starting to become real good friends and started hanging out a lot so one day she came over and we were running around the yard outside and she tripped and fell on top of me. It was raining out so we had mud all over us I just grabbed her face and started to kiss her. The rest happened when we were in the shower cleaning up.

THANK YOU Jacklyn and Ami for this candid interview.  I can't wait to follow your blog with the story you tell....and good luck in your life going forward.  Follow Jacklyn on Twitter @UsFiveJacklyn

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