Lesbian Aspect of Jennifer Lawrence in Silver Linings Playbook

Jennifer Lawrence is bisexual without a lesbian scene in Silver Linings

I just rented and watched Silver Linings Playbook ...very excited to see the movie that everyone was making such a fuss over, and Jennifer received both the Golden Globe and Oscar for Best Actress.  I had already decided that ANY movie with her in it was worth watching.  I had been introduced to her with a movie she was nominated for, Winters Bone ...which was before the mega stardom that came her way with The Hunger Games.  She is witty, smart, funny, attractive and sooooooo sensous but in a strong woman kind of way.   I had rented recently House At The End of The Street, a predictable kind of movie that she was the only saving grace of, and now sat down to finally see Silver Linings.

Spoiler Alert ..there is not a lesbian scene in it.  Not technically.

BUT

There is a scene where she is connecting with the Bradley Cooper character and admitting that she slept with everyone in the office. Cooper says "even girls" and she confirms that.  He asks "how was that ?" and she says "HOT."  More information is divulged that she sat on their laps and did naughty things.   It's left to your imagination.

I have that imagination ...in loads.

So ..adding to the list of women who have played lesbian or bisexual women in movies Miss Jennifer Lawrence.

I am thrilled to tell you I am imagining this woman on my lap ...doing naughty things.

Her hair smells wonderful ...and she kisses so softly.
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Thoughts on giving lesbian oral to the squirting point

Wet, sloppy, lesbian oral sex with or without squirting.

I like this topic and will add that I am not a squirter and have not been with a girl who does ...or at least not like you see it in girl porn, usually with the girl masturbating herself to that because she knows which buttons to push.  From what I have read, the squirt is tied to G-spot stimulation which brings me to this.  I am not a squirter like they do on video, but I am such a gusher if someone can get me to the BIG one that the bed is wet so I almost always want a towel down when I masturbate, although that doesn't go with spontaneity when having sex.  

I am pretty sure I have not had a "G-spot" orgasm ever.  But when I come like that, I can feel the warm..actually hot wet liquid down the crack of my butt if laying on my back,  and can feel the difference in slippery / sloppy with her or in the past "him".   So, 3 times (2 male one girl) I have been with have asked me did I pee? ....NO ....  I have asked if it was ok.."was it gross"...nobody said anything but that it was a great turn on,   I don't have a complex about it and think it's just natural that good things in life are a big sloppy ...think of donuts :)

Now from the giving standpoint ...been with about a dozen girls and I like to go down for a long time ...LONG time ..hour or even hours (with breaks)..and to my knowledge, nobody ever squirted.  But let me explain...because maybe some did.

That "wet spot" is a source of pride and passion for me.  It always gets wet and sloppy ...I am sure some of that wet and slopppy comes from me and my mouth, but most of it is from her getting more and more involved in what I am doing with my lips and tongue sucking and licking her clit and my fingers working their magic.   Even  for the girl who told me "I don't get wet but that doesn't mean I don't like it."  Trust me, she left the wet spot as much as the rest.  :)   Its just that it seems so natural to me...and it isn't even anything you notice while it's happening ..but then you look down and go "gracious" its wet....and can be commented on, or laughed about, or just ignored because everything else is happening at the same time.  It's buiild build build and often 'gush".  Really never expecting it but its just what happens when the oral is good.    

Anyway ..I am intrigued ...if a girl told me she squirted, like if she prepared me and said "you know I squirt,,"  ...I think I would try to do what it is that makes her do that if thats the best release for her....but I want to say it doesn't have to shoot up in the air like in the vids for me...and I have wondered that if I would get my face out of the way if the "squirt" effect would happen.   I've seen it in vids where the girl that squirts just lets her lover mostly watch her masturbate at the squirting point, and I would do that and think it was pretty hot to be next to her while it was happening.   I'd love to know from the girls that squirt if the orgasms that happen including that are their best or just different ...for instance ..if the come but don't squirt are they left needing more?   Anyway ..hasn't happened for me yet.  

I just love when a woman drenches me, herself, and the bed. 

amy adams lesbian kiss scene

I'll tell you what. Amy Adams in this scene does NOT appear to acting :) See how her nipples are so aroused ?

Another Q and A for akiss2desire

For this blog post, questions I have answered in the sex forum of Shy-Bi .  I am glad to answer any questions or offer advice if I think I can help you at akiss2desire@gmail.com

What is the weirdest thing you ever used to get off ?

WOw ..reading through this was a revelation to me...because about 6 years ago I blogged about "My lover Jim, the pillow," and if you read it you'd gather that I pretty much thought I was the only one who had her first orgasm grinding, or "making out with"  a pillow with my 5th grade crush whose name was Jim. (I didn't realize I was bi / lesbian until I was 12) ...soon I was just putting the pillow down there...and because it was rubbing it raw I could only fuck my pillow every other night.   On the nights when I knew I was going to get to do the pillow thing, I honestly could not wait for night to go to bed.

I also did something in class that in retrospect I can't believe a teacher didn't notice.  I used to put a pencil under my desk between the underside of the desk and my crotch, and could make slight movements to stimulate my clit.   

I don't think it fits the catagory of weird, but when I figured out the power of the handheld shower head, I became a devotee to this day.  

So the weirdest thing ?   In the bathtub I used an empty shampoo bottle to apply gentle suction on my clit.  I would squeeze just a little water out of the full of water shampoo bottle and put it against me, where I could alternate between gentle suction as the bottle took my ever engorging clit inside it, and then squeezed the bottle to gush water ...couldn't come that way but GAWD it felt good when I was young...wonder if I might repeat that today to remember ?

 

What’s your favorite sex position with a woman?

My favorite position I wish had a name.  I would describe it as an offset 69.  I like to turn myself upset down on the bed so I am going down and fingering on her from above, But I am not sitting on her face ..rather just to her side where I invite her to finger me while I am doing her with my mouth.  I tell her "just touch me ..keep my pussy interested ...but don't try to make me come that way while I am eating you ...let me do the work and you enjoy the pleasure ..which becomes MY pleasure." 

What kind of girls do you like to see in lesbian porn ?

Large natural breasts with feminine women and more than anything ...believability.  As a viewer its so hard for me to ignore the fact that a camera crew is there and that the women are getting paid ...however, and it's rare, when they have me believing that the pleasure is real, the orgasms are real and the affection is genuine, I am immersed and come right along with them. 

What first Lesbian Experience Moment Stood Out For You

Mine was when I was 18 a woman who was 26 and had been a student teacher of mine a few years before ...we had become acquaintances and then friends and were pursuing each other for several months before IT  finally happened. There are descriptions by everyone on here about what women do with each other ...and yes we did some of those things...(making out, fingering, oral, lots of boob play) but my major memory was when I realized I was dressing myself and fixing my hair and makeup for a date with a woman and that we were probably about to have sex ...MY first time with a woman.  When I was getting ready I was probably as excited as any time in my life ...with a WIDE range of emotions from trembling to the other side of the spectrum in total confidence that I was READY, and just praying that I was right that this was IT. . It was a morning rendezvous and  when I showed up at her door, she was still in her frumpy morning attire,  there was no doubt in her mind I was there and dressed to entice her....that the message I was sending was "I'm ready if you are."  

.The next "moment" for me was when I was between her legs and just getting ready to lower my head into her muff.  After years of fantasizing it was FINALLY going to happen. I was aware of every sense imaginable.   Visually ---it was a bit shocking at first to be sooooo up close to another woman's vagina, certainly a soft smell of her excitement, touch ...as I had fingered her gently and knew how wet she was for me, and how time almost stood still for that moment before I went down. That freeze frame is forever etched in my mind, as was the moment a minute later when I realized how much at home I was giving oral pleasure to a woman I cared about.  

So thats my first time  "Moment"  (actually didn't limit to one did I ?  Sorry) and I am curious to know what freeze frames from YOUR first time stay with you forever.  If you haven't done it, what are you most looking forward to ??.   

What is the strangest place you have masturbated?
First thing that comes to mind is in my car while driving home from work.

Our First lesbian Kiss at work in the office - a poetic conversation

I am about to kiss you

you are

"yes i are" I tease," and im hoping you will kiss me back"

and she surprises me by replying, "ive been waiting forever for two things

one..for you to kiss me

and two to kiss you back

and theres a three......but that comes later"

I lean to her ..she leans to me
softly-"you smell so good."
softly "so do you"

we kissed 

"...ive been waiting forever for you to do that" she reiterated

"why didnt you tell me?"

"what took you so long?"

I peck at her lips,, "i dont know....but i dont want to stop"

and we kiss and kiss and kiss so deep, warm and wonderful.

"if you have a suggestion ..its time you make it"
(what she always said in a business setting to me to let me decide what we were both thinking)

"I hope we aren't making a mistake," I say thinking ..office lesbian romance is probably not the best thing for one's career

"its too late" as she opens her mouth so wide to fully invite my tongue as sensuously deep at it shall go.

Very deep kiss

reaching for her soft breast
a soft sigh of release...I never ever tire of a lovers reaction to my touch

ever done this?

uh uh (no) you ?

mmmm hmmm (yes)

I thought so

Akiss2desire - Lesbian Dear Abby :)

Girl talk ..something I admit I don't get much of anymore....I really miss the open girl talk from high school and up to my early 20's.  It hasn't gone completely away, but the girl talk I used to love is non-existent to me.  One of the things I told a friend in high school is that she was my "sexual confessor."   We told each other about every every everything that happened ...it would take more time to tell what a boy did to us than probably the actual event LOL.  I think the readers of my blog are now my  collective "sexual confessors."  

A sweet and sincere girl whom I will call “Marie” asked me for advice and lend my “2 cents worth” on her situation. Hers is a relationship, and as I chime in I realize that I have not yet had a “normal” lesbian relationship because so much of my life is in the shadows.  I like when I am consulted by readers and trusted by women I have only met through my words here. But, my real world lesbian relationship experience is most definitely not typical, so that must be known.  But, as in the case of this particular lady, so many lesbian women feel they have nobody to talk to about this stuff.

Is it normal for your nipples to hurt after they get sucked on?

But the Girl Talk...I like the bonding.  If I can I will be someone who will listen and weigh in with what I know, especially about sex.   ..I have three good perspectives on lesbian sex ...first is the real experiences I have had (and hope to have more of ) ..second is the near semi-obsession I have with lesbian sexual subjects on the internet ...and the way I have filtered it.  In fact, I think that I am no longer offended by the “sex is all you ever think about” accusation, because it is something I have to own now.  I have ready the definition of nymphomaniac over and over and considered that it’s a term I can’t escape from, whether or not the nymphomaniacal me is in spirit or in practice. .   And now, with more than half a million lifetime hits on this website, I think I can claim that I am at least a “popular” lesbian blogger.  But, my how I have grown as a lesbian erotica writer in these years.  If anyone goes back to my first year of writing on the blog, I worked hard not to use the dirtiest words...I wouldn't even write the word "pussy" ...finally, a published writer who became a mentor  caught on and after I submitted one of my stories she didn't think the “using polite words”  was such the endearing quality I thought it was.  So now I say pussy pussy pussy pussy LOL.   It is what it is.  

So Marie states

So, I think I mentioned that my girlfriend is my first relationship. Well, she's my first everything. She was my first kiss (other than kissing boys as a little kid), everything we do together is my first, and hopefully my first sexual partner. Now with school coming up, it’s about to be a long distance relationship.  She's been in one other relationship, which was with a girl.  She had sex with this girl, and has done other stuff with guys (not sex), but no relationship with them..  

Okay, first question: How did you know you were ready the first time you had sex? I didn't want to go all the way with her because I thought it would be harder for us to be apart. The next time I can see her is for one day in March and then in the summer. I might try and drive down to her this weekend, but that's 5 hours and when I go to school it will be around 10. So now, I'm regretting not doing it when we were together. I talked to her about it and she says it's okay. Actually, what she said  was really sweet. 

Something to know is that she is experienced...so likely there was enough about the experience to continue to pursue love and sex with someone like you   One of my first thoughts is that if you are a virgin ...she is waiting for YOU to give her the go ahead for whatever is next ...it probably means what you both have is pretty deep.

I don't know what she said that was really sweet ..but again...clearly this is a deeper than just sex relationship for her and also for you.  It sounds like you KNOW that there is alot more to this kind of love than the whiz bang of climax...more about that later. 

I feel really confused because I don't feel like I have a strong sex drive. I'm worried that I'm not actually going to be able to do it, to go down on her or let her do it to me. I might not even get off, which she'll notice... I have a lot of anxieties about the whole sex thing, mainly not knowing what to do..

I think you know that if you talk to me about this ..and I am the one you are talking to besides her ..that as long as she says its ok for YOU to choose when you are ready, then THAT is the thing.  There is something you said which is why I DO feel qualified to give advice ...you say you won't know ..or don't know if you will know what to do...well...When you are in the "bubble" with someone you make love with, there is just almost no doing it wrong.   The things that can get in the way are things like incompatibility ..I am not compatible with someone who wants to go at it rough for one example, and there are plenty of others. But ..when there is kindness, compassion and caring for your partner...you are most likely to give totally and receive equally.  If this process is proceeding slowly with you, I think thats normal...a first sex experience can happen in one night...but it can also proceed over the course of a few times together as you get more comfortable with each other ....familiar.  

There are only two things that get me excited. One is when she sucks on my ears and the other is when she moans. She was rubbing herself against me in my car (tribbing I guess?) and I got so turned on, same when I am on top of her rubbing my thigh or hip into her clit.  Nothing makes me want to fuck more than hearing her moan into my ear. Well, except maybe when she says "God I want you", "You drive me insane" and "mmm fuck" LOL. But that's all. I'm not terribly excited when she touches me, like I don't think about it leading to sex. I guess I just like hearing her.

Well first of all..thats a very honest, and quite erotic paragraph ...vivid .  You describe two things that are right at the top of the list for me.  Feeling her reaction to what I am doing to her ...and in this case...you describe to me that the act of making out with you is apparently doing it quite nicely for her.  It sounds like she is getting off getting you off...and that sounds alot like something I can relate to. On your side...telling me how it gets to you to hear that means to me I think you are in the moment ...so let me get to something you asked..when do you KNOW the time is right ...well...to me...the time is already right for all you are doing ....whatever comes next is a matter of everyone's comfort zone..and accept that if that comfort zone isn't right to either of you...it doesn't need to be forced.   Let me add that it sounds like you are understanding that PART of expressing your closeness to her ...you think..should involve sex....TALKING with her ...not only in notes or on phone or chat...but also in the act ...helps you both get to the point you both want to get to ...and compromise happens in life both in and out of bed. 

So second question. Is it normal for your nipples to hurt after they get sucked on? They didn't the first time she did it, and honestly I didn't get much pleasure from it. Could she have just done it too hard? She did leave some pretty dark hickeys that night elsewhere....hahah

Do tell her to try more gentle ...what works for her or the other woman she's been with doesn't work for her.  My example for this is that I DO understand that most women like penetration more than I do...while a finger or two will do at the right moments with the right lubrication..I just do NOT desire some of the more intense penetration that I know women usually enjoy (there have been exceptions to this though)..so in this I am a giver when I know thats what she needs...but if she surmises that I want that too, I have to tell her in some way that I am not like that...through body language, or whispered words.  With any lover ...communication helps and to whisper gently when she begins ..or...even...telling her in advance ...is to your advantage and wil be appreciated long term by her.  Yes ..some things in sex cause soreness ...and for some tolerance is higher or not.  For me, a little soreness where you mentioned is trade off for what I was enjoying ...but yes...I have had a woman be wayyyyy too rough with me and was so selfish I don't think she had a clue.  "I love the way you love me ...but please...no marks and ...a bit more gentle sometimes and help me to know what YOU need to get there for us both."    Explain that you are both new at this ..at least as a twosome...and you want to walk a long journey with her that is already wonderful and promises to be better each time you meet. 

That's all for now, but if I do decide to visit her this weekend, do you think you could help me figure out how to make a move on her? I think it'll be hard to not be that intimate for so long, but now I'm thinking the regret is harder to deal with. She says it was okay we stopped, but I know how much she wanted it. You can tell. I mean, I've gone without sex my whole life, but that feeling of being desired is so powerful....

I cant tell you when to "go" but ...if you feel the urge its ok to move by looking in her eyes and tell her "if we are going to pick up where we left off ...we need to catch up to where we were before don;t we ...and didn't it start with a kiss ?"   and take her lips against yours and let things happen the way you both shall be lead. 

.So..this is my two cents worth.   KNOW that sex with anyone is a risk.because you are making yourself vulnerable  to all kinds of feelings and the highs are soooooo high, but the hurt can be just as stark.  MY hope for you is for your mind and soul and heart ever more so than the orgasmic experience which may or may not happen ...but can be wonderful if its what you both want.

What advice would you give to the Marie's of the world ? and to ask me anything (Your identity will be secure) write me at akiss2desire@gmail.com

The "Moment" Of My Lesbian First Time - Share Yours

So many first time stories start with "we were so drunk" ... Silly. 

Mine was when I was 18 a woman who was several years older and had been a student teacher of mine a few years before ...longtime readers know my first time story is detailed and is published here and on several places on the internet   We had become acquaintances and then friends and were pursuing each other for several months before IT  finally happened. There are descriptions by everyone on here about what women do with each other ...and yes we did some of those things...(making out, fingering, oral, lots of boob play) but my major memory was when I realized I was dressing myself and fixing my hair and makeup for a date with a woman and that we were probably about to have sex ...MY first time with a woman.  When I was getting ready I was probably as excited as any time in my life ...with a WIDE range of emotions from trembling to the other side of the spectrum in total confidence that I was READY, and just praying that I was right that this was IT. . It was a morning rendezvous and  when I showed up at her door, she was still in her frumpy morning attire,  there was no doubt in her mind I was there and dressed to entice her....that the message I was sending was "I'm ready if you are."  

.The next "moment" for me was when I was between her legs and just getting ready to lower my head into her muff.  After years of fantasizing it was FINALLY going to happen. I was aware of every sense imaginable.   Visually ---it was a bit shocking at first to be sooooo up close to another woman's vagina, certainly a soft smell of her excitement, touch ...as I had fingered her gently and knew how wet she was for me, and how time almost stood still for that moment before I went down. That freeze frame is forever etched in my mind, as was the moment a minute later when I realized how much at home I was giving oral pleasure to a woman I cared about.  

So that's my first time  "Moment"  (actually didn't limit to one did I ?  Sorry) and I am curious to know what freeze frames from YOUR first time stay with you forever.  If you haven't done it, what are you most looking forward to ??.

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The time I got fisted by what I now realize is the one true lesbian love of my life.

I posted this on shybi because I was remembering the time I got it deep.   Wow ...I just couldnt stop remembering and having new feelings too.   Here it is :)
As some who have read my blog know, this happened to me ...the girl I was with and in the night when I can say without a doubt we were the most in love at that point, was much younger and had been thinking about it and hinting about it.  We talked about it after we broke up and she said she wanted to give me something nobody ever gave me   It was also a true test of something I had always said which is that I truly am not that into penetration.   This was penetration extreme. Whatever I type from this point on, I need to say this...I never loved her more in those moments when she was inside me ...we were never so close and I may never be that close to anyone ever.   I am not saying the act of fisting is what brought us that close ..in other words, if someone else does it to me it might not have the same effect.  It was the moment we were sharing.  

artistic lesbian fisting 

...I blogged about what happened and what it felt like in the moment, but in this forum I will say that I have thought so much about that night since.  I get very very very very wet so the lube thing was not a concern for either of us.  In times when she had 3 and 4 fingered me before the thought was crossing her mind that it was possible, and after reading about it and seeing it on computer had determined she was going to do it to me if possible ..and had picked out that particular night.   When she not only had the 4 finger going but also started putting pressure I started to realize she was probably testing the possibility and I did have to make a deciscion as to whether or not to obtject or let it happen.   I was relaxed with her and trusting her but still ...if I were thinking RATIONALLY would have told her to stop.  

In truth, where I made the choice to see if we were going to do it was when I went from on my back to when got on all fours and its hard to describe this position but she was reversed and I was able to reach into her while she was doing what she was doing, although my fingering was just keeping contact ....keeping touch of her for closeness.  .  I  helped her fingers back into me.and rocked with her.    Her soft boobs were on my back and we were so cuddled together.   While I realized she probably was about to attempt something and I was a little afraid, I think when I look back in the five minutes before it happened I thought "that will never happen."  But she was persistent in  both the in and out of me with all those fingers, but twisting her wrist and probing and pushing a bit harder.

While I felt the knuckle pressure pushing really hard, .  I am sure my moans were encouraging to her and she kept going.  ANd it was getting hot because my finger was getting to her and she was nearing orgasm.   I had mixed emotions about what was ready to happen and I think I only gave in to allowing it a split second before she was totally into me.  At my pussy I felt it POP in ..and yes there was a singe shot of pain there for a few seconds at first....almost a state of shock.   It was scary ...if I had to do it again I probably wouldn't be so scared.  It was like :"ok we've done this now what."  But I felt SO close to her and I know her to me while she was in me.  I twirled her pearl with my finger and rocked back and forth with her inside me.  My walls were involuntarily bearing down on her, but every single nerve ending on my entire body was singing....a feeling like I cannot describe ...aware of everything, and as I blogged, especially aware of my naked tits hanging and wanting to be touched so badly.   When I felt the need to stop, she must have felt comfortable and reallllllly went deep.   I remember an almost ugly sounding grunt....but also thinking "this is it ..remember this..remember this."  Yes I nearly passed out I think.   The full so full sensation was replaced by total emptiness when I asked her to stop.  "We have to stop now." She told me when we talked about it that my eyes had an animalistic quality afterwards. "I knew you would never be the same and I changed you forever...I had to find a way to do that because you changed me forever in so many other ways." 

Iam waiting for trust like that again ...that was the most magical night. 

Here is the story    http://alesbiankiss2desire.blogspot.com/2011/03/deeper-than-she-ever-was-lesbian.html

Awakened to Giving Her Lesbian Oral, Clean Showered and Hanging Off The Bed

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Awakened to Giving Her Oral, Clean Showered and Hanging Off The Bed
by akiss2desire
All Rights Reserved 2013
I was sleeping so very hard on my side at side of the bed when you sat down and bounced the mattress springs after your shower.  I awakened next to the clean smell of your skin, very pleasant, and right next to me.  Still very hard and mostly asleep I adjusted to climb and replace my pillow with your newly shaven thigh, and irresistibly kissed the skin that  still held the moisture your towel hadn't sopped up.   You purred as I did this and leaned backward upon the bed, a motion that in and of itself slid my cheek upward on your thigh towards the nape.  Although I am still just a few batted eyelids away from deep sleep yet again, in this dream state nothing tastes better than the valley my lips are sucking upon.  I am torn between revisiting whatever dream I was having or creating a dream anew.   Your legs spread and you slightly shift your hips to the left so that without me exerting any effort my nose and upper lip is now on the moistness of your labia and the softness of your clean shaven V is heaven so near.  I only have to extend my tongue to part your lips and beckon your clit from under the hood. I open my mouth and you push into me with your nectar.   In this matter of a minute I have gone from deep sleep to having the wonderful feeling of your clit sliding between my lips to our mutual delight. You reach under me to grasp my breast in your palm and now I am completely in.  Its a soft and dull, still sleepy tingle on my senses, but it feels like I can feel each nerve coming alive and the ambrosia of your pretty pussy pulls me up and over your thigh to dive downwardly and slide my body next to yours to begin to make love to you with my mouth.  Licking hi and low, my cheeks enjoying the supreme softness where you just shaved, the ripples of your quivers down your thighs draped over the bed when my tongue tip clicks the perfect spot.  Your familiar pre orgasmic high pitched cry urges my fingers inside you and my tongue to begin its twisting ferocious finale. Arching into me and crying my name aloud your nails and fingertips dig into the skin of my shoulder.  I hold on for dear life with my lips with my tongue thrashing until it's done and I can slowly back us down.   Good wonderful morning my love.  

Lesbian Links to Oz The Great And Powerful

Check Out the "Lesbian-ness of Oz The Great and Powerful with three witches who all have lesbian http://justusgrrls.blogspot.com.  There is a link to a clip where Zoe Saldana and Mila Kunis discuss the taste of pussy from After Sex...if you haven't seen it, Zoe sticks her finger inside Mila and tells her just how delicious she is...MUST SEE.   Also, a scene from Michelle Williams lesbian scene of years gone by with a still from it.  And to wet your appetite, here are a couple of images you will only get here because that site is safe for work but this site is NOT :) 

Three reactions from Natalie Portman on being eaten , coming, and afterglow with Mila Kunis..and below, Mila between Natalie's legs.  

Thoughts of Pillow Princesses Past and Present

For she who wants to be my latest pillow princess ...inspiration for remembering and indulging in what I most love to do
By akiss2desire 2013
all rights reserved

I have described myself to others as a "giver in search of an appreciater."   If you want to be blunt about it ...and be less cryptic ..I am someone who loves to suck a woman in all sensual details...perhaps for hours ....while her responses fill my affection cup by  savoring my complete devotion to her longing.   A pillow princess to lay there for me and with me is a princess presented as the most precious gem. 

It's kind of the way I started in my first lesbian experience and so many of them since when it just keeps going on and on and you look at the clock and can't believe how long you've been making love. 

In my experiences I love making out and feeling skin against warm skin, where those first touches, kisses and strokes are tender and trust building, and eye contact reveals mutual hunger and burgeoning need.  I cannot get enough of feeling and hearing a woman respond to what I am doing.  I love deep tongue kissing and the feel of my lovers bosom first against my body, then against my hands ...soft over clothes and smooth skin to skin, and eventually an erect nipple between my lips and accepting my tongue licking and my mouth sucking while my lover strokes my hair or cradles my head or stretches her arms around me to pull me close while I flick my tongue and lift and squeeze with my hands a beautiful pair of breasts.  I see my pillow princess picture and long to cuddle with her special tattoo.  I dream of riding upwards to hang my breasts above your mouth and see your beautiful eyes close and your red lipstick engulf my nipple because I love SO much to feel my own nipple sucked with sanctity, sincerity, and  affection while my vagina secretes it's first declaration of my own desire.

I would caress closely and swallow my princess boobs forever if it weren't for that I can feel the passion rising and need to reach down and feel just how wet a woman gets for me.  Nothing ...NOTHING is more exciting to me than to feel the physical proof of a woman's excitement for me down there...it's 100 times more strong than the times when a stiff cock greets my palm. When she is slippery and warm to accept my fingers and spreads her legs apart to invite me it affects me in so many ways ....tells me my lover feels that way for ME and what I've done and knowing where I am going.   Fingering and tracing around the lips and inside with one or two digits as she clutches and tenses while I graze and tease the clit..it elevates my own excitement as much as her squirming under my touch expresses her pleasure.   While I encircle the button and probe to gauge what feels best for her ...a soft touch or something harder and perhaps faster, I almost never want to finish her first orgasm this way.  I love the closeness of making out upright and fingering my girl ..perhaps breast to breast and mouth and tongues tangling together while fingering ...gawd thats wonderful to feel so close above the waist while the orgasms are bubbling below ...but its just my natural way...my hunger ..my immense desire to look into her eyes and relish in her beauty, taking a deep breath and thanking my stars for the good fortune of being with such a beautiful creature who for some reason wants me this way, as I begin to kiss my way down. 

So many ways to begin ...but for me it begins with admiration...the sight of her most beautiful and glistening center of our mutual gratification.  Every sense involved as I lower my head slowly, feel the first electric touch my lips to her skin, and enter inside with my tongue, soon sweeping over the lips with my lips, tonguing labia and clitoris first slowly, and soon more intensely, to bring about the shudders and quivers and moans and quakes of release, joy, and ultimate togetherness.   My tongue going to its work, flicking and rounding, flattening full tongue licks and lip surrounding clit gentle sucking, tickle tracing and tingle penetrations, location jumps from the top to the bottom, or lingering moments in a favorite place as time freezes for both of us.  Lip sucking and gentle teeth grazing, rapid runs  and side to side wiggles ...fingers involved and not ...juices leaking on me and the sheets ...butt squeezing and thigh massaging...anus stroking and encircling and tongue elongating to plunge as deeply as it can to twirl her walls and deepen our intimacy beyond expectations.

I am in it, around it, on top and underneath my lovers vagina with my mouth and tongue, introducing my fingers, thumb, and palm ...my grip and massage ...my control and release of control ...my complete and total devotion to oral pleasure in everything I've learned in experience with others, and everything I am learning moment to moment of her special needs.  Each shake of her hips, moan or groan or sigh ...each quickened breath...encourages me to give more to receive more of that which fills my lesbian soul.   Using warmth of tongue, cheek and lips, and breath to add sensations, tempo and texture against her velvet pink saturation ...applying firm pressure or backing off to a feathery touch ..twisting my head this way to lick this way or tonguing up and down or around for an all new sensitivity, or knowing she feels the vibration from my own moan against her pussy.  New fiery tingles with each specific and seemingly uniquely designed but spontaneous touch.  Generating tingles and throbs and preparing for the convulsions of release and riding her explosion ...her first ...her next...slowing down so she can catch her breath and let the tingles subside so we can go again and again til when she begs me to stop, I might for a moment ...but I can never get enough of the addiction to each individual, completely unique orgasm that I create imagining I am writing her pleasure as a conductor writes a symphony.

As I imagine, fantasize and relive, on her back and propped on the pillow isn't all there is of course.  Climb up on all fours to allow me to enter from behind for different sensations....or dangle her legs off the bed while I kneel on the floor.  

For me....oh I am wet and swollen and wanting and for a pillow princess to shower me with appreciation and a kind of close devotion that is on a higher peak and on the precipice of my own building an imminently volcanic explosion...it can come from her fingers or her mouth ..but I have to really know she wants me that way...she wants to eat me and just can't live without tasting me the way I have devoured her with all of her juices still slightly sticky on my cheeks and neck and more.  If my pillow princess just wants to reciprocate because thats the right thing to do but doesn't yet feel she wants to go there ..well...that can be for another time ....It's better for me to trib my way over the top, for I thoroughly enjoy being right up against her side and slightly on top with my tits flopping upon hers as that flesh itself makes its own luxurious love and squished together symbolizes how our souls have become in these minutes of erotic collaboration, and if she will hold me, I can take control of my own, writhing against her thigh with my drenched lips and swollen clit ...just if she pushes that thigh into me I push my spirit against her ...fucking her with my own thigh while  fucking myself against her. so she can feel when my eruption against her and into her sweetly soaks the sheets beneath her thigh while my turbulent thrusts slowly dissolve  into sublime collapse of sweet but temporary exhaustion.  Or if my lover wants to taste me ...perhaps I can let her lay and climb aboard to lower my pussy to her lips to ride her and guide her beneath me.   When all is done for me and for us, eyes meet for confirmation ...what reverence might I see.

hey...here is an honest question ...if the term for a woman who wants to be loved on like this is a pillow princess ...what is the term for me ..someone who wants that from the other side?

Our Lesbian Letters Exchanged

Lesbian Dating Site Correspondence

How would YOU respond ? I overshare ?   What should I say or not say ?   Do you, my thousands (blush) of blog readers like when I post something this personal ?

This is a back and forth  slightly edited for anonymity.  Her note to me is heavily edited, only to give you the gist of hery response to my personal ad I put up some time ago. The beautiful and local woman who responded ...about 10 years older than me with incredible beauty told me we had much in common and she thought that I had beautiful breasts.  Trust me when i tell you that hers are far superior based on her picture.  My picture on the ad is a cropped bust shot with just my boobs being lifted up by my nipple covering palms with locks of my formerly blonde hair showing.  Here is her note any my erotic response ...you might sense my desperation to sleep with her.   She is gorgeous. 

 (ps ..I am close as I write this to 1000 twitter followers @akiss2desire .... please join me there for sexy tweets, kiss pics, and updates to when I publish on this or one of my other blogs)

Not Her but This is Close ..she has a tattoo on her right breast

Her note:
I was intrigued by your profile because you said everything I wanted. From what I could see you have a gorgeous face, and nice ummmm EYES. LOL.

I am 5ft 6 150. 38D and lots of freckles. The friend I mentioned on profile is my xhusband.   We have, considered the swing thing but Im just not sure about it right now. I just want a gal pal. Someone to be friends with and be intimate with. I love the female body and fantasize about it a lot. I have been with a woman before and it was incredible. 
(details here on where she lives and works and when she is available and that she can host) 

I would like to get to know you , find out if we have some things in common, and see some pics. Also I am older but a bit. I am 43. I hope that isn't a problem. TTYL

xxxx

Hi xxxx

You sound wonderful.  Let me catch my breath ..that was a great letter ..kinda told me exactly what I wished to hear.  

 I will let you know a couple of things ...the first is that I posted the picture of me on that site quite a while back.  I am 36 now and those things aren't hanging like that anymore :) (yours ..in the picture that shows your tattoo ..shows something mouth watering to me...I want to kiss your necklace, your tattoo, and feel your nipples respond to my lips)  I also (forgive me) chose a picture of me blonde and I am NOT blonde anymore ...I just didn't want to be recognized ..and I have gone back to something closer to my natural color ..and I will send that picture to you in this email. ( I color my hair frequently but several summers ago was blonde) I appreciate your comments on my nice eyes ( smile)  and it has always helped me have an easy time should I want to attract men ...but when I was with men it was about power and enjoying attention but I've been mostly lesbian in my heart for a few years now. I probably truly have been lesbian since I was 12 (first experience at 18) but not admitting it til my late 20's ..and still struggle with the truths.  Sexually and emotionally I am gay but in my R E A L life in this community I play wife and mother and church member.   VERY much still in the closet although I am especially this past year in "I don't give a fuck" mode in my marriage.

I only ever met one girl from this site ...I let her husband watch and even though I agreed to it, it seemed through the whole experience...orgasmic as it was ..that she was just putting a show on for him and wasn't truly totally focused on me. ...it got a little better after I pushed for us to satisfy his need. took him in my mouth and encouraged him to come quickly so as to get that out of the way (ahem)  ...long story short that was a one time afternoon thing and I have only been off and on on this site because the most thing people want is threesomes and foursomes there ...no biggy ..Im not totally against threesomes and there was a time I wanted that with my husband ...whom I am not ready to leave yet ..but do not love anymore and have not for years...and he is no part of this in fact its behind his back and all my affairs have been.

I don't remember all what it says on my profile on that site but I do know that I had better luck being with women in 2012 ...actually hooked up with two (name of the college) girls (not at the same time but they are roomates) which was an interesting couple of experiences and a little drama. (blog readers I am working on writing this story for you)   I also met a girl who came down to meet me from Richmond and that was flattering considering I could only spend an hour and a half with her ...long drive but I will tell you I tried to make it totally worth her while with my lips, mouth, tongue, fingers and passion.  The threesome from this site happened last year too.   But seriously ...maybe I shouldn't be telling you about all this cause I will scare you away ?      

If it sounds like I am lesbian sex obsessed you are right ...believe me you probably have no earthly idea yet how MUCH.  But I think I make a fun companion too...at least I try to be but  I truly don't have any girl "friends" other than work and church acquaintances ...nobody I hang out with or confide in...nobody that knows the real me.   I warn you that there is something wrong with me in that I don't totally understand why but I don't keep female friends long ...probably because I have so much to hide and my life is so complicated.  My longtime best friend is not anymore because I of course had the audacity to want to make love with her ..and she told me she's "not that way" and now we don't speak.   I don't get much free time and I am on the poor side so that limits things on the friendship level alot.

Sexually I should state upfront that while I am open to most anything that doesn't hurt, my main desire is your desire.  I am a giver and always have been.   I get off on getting my partner off and so whatever that may be is where I want to go.   I hope it means you want to accept my desire to give oral for long enough periods of time it might seem I can't get enough ...it's truly what gives me pleasure is to feel someones body respond to what I am doing ...using all of everything available ..tempos, textures, pressure, tenderness, power flip flops, intensity ebbs and flows, every sense enhanced, and especially...tuning into what my lover has told me what was good by her reaction, and anticipating what she wants next and next after that.   I collect orgasms like precious gems and afterglow caresses like diamonds. Nothing would zing me more than for you to say I was your favorite.   Oh yes, there is more ...I love to be liked, loved, and loved upon....perhaps always my disease is the desire to do anything for affection both in bed and honestly in my "real" life as well...but know that if there is chemistry I will do anything to make our short time stolen away wonderful and unforgettable when we are in the bubble --when it's just the two of us and the whole world goes away except our pleasure

So back to where we started ...YOU said what I wanted to hear and I could not be more attracted to your pictures.     Here are a couple of me ...the one in pink is most recent.  (and I will send the blonde one from that site that is cropped LOL)   I guess I have made clear that I want you to want me ....and while I will try to keep things drama free ...i probably should confess that you already make my heart pound with every word I wrote here and every erotic thought of the taste of your lips and the desire we could share.

Lustfully yours

Brenda

A Perfect Ending - Lesbian Love Story - TINGLES

Someone turned me on to this movie, which you can download or buy cheap by clicking on the image ...and I just need to say that Barbara Niven as Rebecca and Paris who is played by Jessica Clark have got more on screen lesbian chemistry than should be allowed by law.   Look at the trailer alone and you will agree that it's a wonderful way to spend a lazy day or evening with a short, wonderfully acted , amazingly poignant, and VERY EROTIC lesbian love story that will both chill you with the brutal reality of the lives portrayed, and the wonderfully warm sexual fulfillment portrayed.  What an incredible experience.   If you rent it, email me and tell me what you thought. (we could have a great discussion) akiss2desire@gmail.com

Tribbing - Going lips to lips

Writing on http://www.shybi.com/ about my trib experiences has me a bit worked up :)

I have come most enjoyable on thigh riding with girls, and before my first pussy tribbing I would probably have told you that was my preferred way to come. I like the closeness there...and usually, by the time we are at that point, I've tonguefucked her pussy and ravagingly eatnen her to the point of exhuastion, so I mount her and rub my wetness on her thigh whle kissing her and burying my head into her neck or shoulder and massaging her breast....all the turn ons from getting on her get me to go over the edge and all she must do is lay there, although in those moments I am being clutched, held, verbally encouraged, and caressed.  So ...thigh fucking...thats a good thing for me, but with a couple of true loves weve gotten comfortable enough to really go for it. Pussy upon pussy...oh the best.

 It is a bit awkward at first because it just takes some experience, some adventuresome spirit, and some trial and error and you have to just accept it. And accepting it isn't difficult because even if it isn't perfect it's still going to feel good.

Now with a few experiences I am happy to report that various positions work but my favorite was being more on my knees with her on her back and one leg in the air over my shoulder.  That was my first time...and wasn't the last.  I was mostly in control and could see her facial reactions as we approached climax together.  T O G E T H E R.  Magical !  It's overwhelming emotionally, and I have thought back and determined that I never loved her more than when we were making love like that.

In the heat of the moment ...when lovers depart from trying to be so close to each other our skin should meld, to when you can break apart and experiment with what makes your girl, or yourself feel good ...and in this tribbing pussy to pussy can be the ultimate.

So that when you are kinda positioning her, grabbing some thigh or hips and guiding her...having a "this is it" moment together, it is exciting for the anticipation (this is going to happen) and equally awkward cause you can try and fail to attain what you are obviously going for.  Let me not leave out the spark.  OK ..  when tongue touches tongue, when breast touches warm soft breast with an erect nipple indicating ,mutual attraction...these are the spark moments of lesbian sex.  And none more so than the lightning that comes from between us the moment wet, warm, sensitive and tingling and throbbing lips touch one another. Lightning. and ...Thunder.

So, for me, each first time, you get the spark, then the feeling and it's good ...and you can see it in each others eyes.  There are moments when she is being more stimulated than you and vice versa.  Then, magical, you get a lock on it ...that magical place where you look in each others eyes as if to say "lets not screw this up....cause we found it."   I have thought of it as climbing a mountain where the climb wasn't easy but suddenly, closer to the summit, it becomes easier ..sprinting to the pinnacle together. 

With her the first time I said "Im coming," and she said desperately "no wait," and I can't wait.  The wet sloppy sex sound as we are gently banging together, grinding, watching each other ...her tits are bouncing and I know she loves how mine are....trying to maintain some body control while coming isn't easy and tests my leg strength.  She arrives seconds after me with beautiful ahhs and volcanic shaking...I replace our pussy contact with my hand against her clit where it is wet as if a bucket had been dumped there...her hands ...on on my tit and the other around my hip with fingers digging into me to the bruising point...and when this moment you never wanted to end does end...not only is our skin melded together, but our souls as well.

When I masturbate I visulalize flashes of the things I have done ..kissing and licking and fingering and feeling...but often I just get stuck on a loop for weeks about what it looks like when we were tribbing and her look of satisfaction found a look of determination to finish, which found a look of utter bliss and relief, and then exctacy....followed by an astounding look of devotion. 

Laying in her arms she carressed me and with a sweet, almost little girls voice who'd found a new toy to play with, asks me, "Can we do it again?"  It was too good not to.

All I Can Think Of

Now and then she and I will rekindle just a bit with an exchange of an email ...or I will see her somewhere for a brief moment.  How I loved her and have longed for her to tell me she wants more than just a quick, and from her side always, a reserved hug.   She absolutely knows how badly I want her and probably, wanting her that deeply causes her purposeful distance.

But this week, in a down in the dumps email, she tells me making love to me was the best night of her life and that she will prove someday and someway she's my lesbian Snow White.  That we drift together and back apart.   I joke with her that I am one penis shy of being her Prince Charming.

Resistance to her is futile.

Though I went through something of a drought, she comes along when I actually have some "irons in the fire" so to speak....but considering ...for her ..giving all that up to be only hers.

I've been subtle with her and I've been direct.   I close my eyes at night and I can feel her soft hands clutching my breasts as or orgasm explodes on me while tribbing.  It just seems it can't ever be better than that with anyone.  She was willing to be tender and affectionate with me in total adoration as our tongues tangled in delectable kisses, and in the next moment would drag me into her pre -fantasized experiment.

It never felt so right than with her.  Licking up and down her inner lips, spending wonderful exploratory time and containing  her squirms.  Hard for me not to admit that making her come was so fucking easy and like a puzzle I had figured out, putting in the last piece before her volcanic explosions was only a matter of choice of when I wanted to pull the trigger ....or if she wanted to beg me.   From the first time I pulled back the lips and clitoral hood so that her pronounced clit would invitingly pop out, every sensation was mine...that more than anyone else I could feel her pleasure rounding her button, directly flicking her clit with my tongue or finger, sucking in my lips, gazing at her reactions and undulations and HOW BEAUTIFUL were her eyes and face in the throes of the pleasure I inflicted.     I felt her every sensation ...her delight swallowed me...crawled into my soul ..so that again and again and again, when I might have thought "it cannot get better than this," she would grip my hand and send me again, her pump her pussy into me in a different way, or I would hear a different moan than before, or ...especially during me giving her oral, it was like this dance between my lips and tongue and her hips and thighs and toes.

She says she wants to be my Snow White ...torture that she doesn't follow that with definitive plans to lay once again together ...her girlfriend keeps a close eye on her every move.  Forgive me for wanting her to just fuck up a little bit more and send my darling into my arms and mouth once again.

Unable to think of anything else but the eagerness with which her much younger mouth touched off wave after wave of such powerful orgasms I literally thought I was a moment before losing consciousness.  How the just right, just perfect fit when we scissored felt like nothing could be better on the planet...in the universe ...for a lifetime ..unless ...unless ...she and I could find that magic again. 

Her whole hand has been inside me.   I saw stars.   Yes, it was decidely "just sex,"  just "friends with benefits," supposedly me the teacher ..but truly, and she knows, she taught me the most.  

There is MY love of eating pussy...no lover I have had showed as much gusto in return.  She adored me in every ...in EVERY touch, taste, glance, and especially, her committed kisses.  

For the past week she is all I have thought about.  I close my eyes and her soaking wet lips upon my tongue again are all I can think about ...laying sideways or me upside down, or her sitting on my face and riding me, or laying legs off the bed while I am on the floor, or the most wonderful time where the come, rest, come again, rest, come again cycle recycled over hours with me never tiring and her accepting that this was what we both wanted.  

So many images burned in my brain...and gawd I hope in hers too ...to never forget the first time I tasted her ...her jaw clinched while I kissed and licked her thigh ..and then...upward ...to her lips...cheating a look to gauge her reaction of the first female kiss down there...her mouth falling open and her eyes rolling back ...I never ever felt anything so "mine" as her that moment ...and how I long for her to give me an hour or two to show her that even though it may be just a strap on or a stiff tongue, I long to be her Prince (ess) Charming ...warm skin to skin and breast to breast...arms enveloped in arms once again.

The Award For Best Lesbian Porn Clip Goes To ....

 Yeah..maybe I will do a whole award series ???  OK LOL. 
Clip:  Unknown Movie (is there a shazam for lesbian porn ?)
Actresses: again unknown (Lil Help ?)
Length:  About 40 minutes
Akiss2desire Rating -Highest - 3 orgasms per 40 minute clip and the need for a bath or shower afterwards.
http://xhamster.com/movies/1633014/hot_lesbian_sex_mrd.html.

The thing about lesbian porn...and folks, I have seen ALOT of it, is that it's very very rarely unscripted or truly amateur, the two things I am most attracted to.  I go to a specific site and check back way too often only to be dissapointed.  It's not that a fakey, plastic boobed girl in high heels can't sometimes get me off ...even when I know that there are production values to be attained with a multi camera crew, soundman, director and more ....no less than a dozen I would believe taking away any intimacy (love to hear from someone in the business to comment on this). 

Having said that ..wow...FOUND ONE that got me off in so many ways.  As I always say, the purpose of this blog is not to be a porn aggregate...there are enough of those.  But for the girls I am truly trying to reach with this thing, I hope if you are inclined to lady lovin on video, you will check out this recommendation and let me know what you think.

Sorry for the spoilers ..but it seems to truly have an interesting (to me) plot with realism in the story.  An 18 year old is caught masturbating through the window of the cabin by moms friend.   She is beautiful with smallish breasts and delicious looking and fully erect nipples ..and god forbid in 2012 ...has NOT shaved herself.   Natural in every way, I am taken by her.   She is masturbating while looking at a picture on her phone (done that !) and it turns out, it seems to be a picture of the woman who catches her masturbating.  But, in the plot, she never reveals she saw this. 

There is a slow, steady attraction bulding and chemistry buildup within the plot.  Everytime you think it's going to get really "porny" during this, it doesn't.  Feels very natural.  To note something ...the best seductions are mutual, and in this seduction, the 18 year old wants to be taken and lures the ..shall I say MILF (I think thats the first appearance of that acronym on this blog)  while the older lady sure has her own methods of seduction to the 18 year old, which has the viewer in delight as it's clear everyone wants the same thing...but the pacing is scrumptious.

Now to the part where I went from just enjoying this on my own and deciding to reccomend it here.  There is a part where the two finally get to making love, where the older woman is demonstrating exquisite technique ...that anyone watching knows if you were being made love to by that woman ..yes...definitely a big boobed high heel wearing porny sexy pot, I'll give you that ..but her technique on the girl, presumably her first time...is so good in the kissing and licking downward ..finding wonderful place after wonderful place to stimulate with her lips and tongue,   Further down, when tongue hits clit, the young girls chest goes beet red flush ....and does it more the better the tonguing gets.  I don't see this often, and is the primary sign of my own when I am turned on.  I once got caught cheating on a boyfriend in my teens because with the redness of my chest I could NOT deny that something was going on when he returned unexpectedly.   I suppose all women exhibit some signs of t heir blood rush, but I've not known anyone to get as red and "splotchy" as I get during sex ...and almost never do I see it on a vid.  But here is our lesbian virgin clearly getting turned on in a way that can't be acted.    Further indications of the purity of the lesbian sex scene are when the young girl GRIPS the older ones hands as the level of intensity rises. The virginis toe curling orgasm is  R E A L. (though I suspect most lesbian orgasms on film are real while the straight ones I believe are universally faked) And while I never forget in these things that the crew is there and the director is telling them what to do ...these two are having a great time...and dare I say a "moment" together while collecting their paycheck.  And while I mostly am into this from the sincerity of the younger lass, the big boobed porny glamour girl is totally real in her actions. Her breast kisses are  real, her belly licks are real, her mouth work is incredible, her additional finger after the first orgasm is perfect, her thigh kisses, back of knee kiss, and attention to feet and toes are all very real and very very much forgotten aspects of lesbian pornography. 

Then, with personal familiarity, after exhuasting herself on her lover, the older girl comes up and hangs her boobs on her younger lovers face.  Count me in on that technique ...its usually how I go from my "stay down and enjoy me eating you," way of doing things to "ok ...if you are willing it's my turn," where the level of willingness will come forth in exhibition of how she treats my hanging tits.  In our movie clip, the younger lady shows her appreciation with gusto.
The younger one has a pussy eating scene which really looks great and for awhile has me convinced it's maybe the first or one of the first times she's done it as she settles in on one lap licking technique and it appears she may be learning the ropes until she does the "porn girl spit" which causes me to recoil for a moment ...and if I was thinking that the older woman didn't fully get off, I am shown to be perhaps right about that when the older woman, after a putting on a clinic in lesbian "no strap on" doggy style,  humps herself off on the younger girl ...and while that is also a favorite pasttime of mine in my experiences, I certainly have never done it in the manner that is shown on the vid, a reverse back humping which does the trick for the older girl and gets my award for most unique position I have seen in a long time. (a pic of that is enclosed with this post)
We finish with really good photography of the younger womans EXTREMELY EXPERT hand and finger work ...this one needs to go into the archives as an instructional for adventerous lovers in a "how to," and in fact, in looking back, there are many teaching moments in this vid clip.  Including the finale of the two actresses who get a great scissor going on to the end of the scene...which apparently leads to another hinted at by the spying on the two by two young hiking girls.

So ...there is my porn review of a clip that for someone who is looking for the attributes of reality, beauty, sincerity and candor ..the clip I am linking to is worthy of your consideration..here at Golden Globe and Oscar nomination times ...I nominate for best lesbian clip I saw in 2012 ...this one
http://xhamster.com/movies/1633014/hot_lesbian_sex_mrd.html.
Major hint...on anything from this site ..for goodness sakes, expand it to full screen or you will have to put up with the DISGUSTING side advertisements, 

Dawning With Innocence- Lesbian Poetry

Dawning With Innocence

Dawning With Innocence
akiss2desire 2012
all rights reserved

I need a minute for my heart to slow
our loving souls to bloom and grow

dawning with delicacy and innocence
encompassed in this magnificence

my timid instigation
       met with liberation
             this first kiss is our foundation

the sizzle of our adulation behind closed doors
           my lips surrounding yours

lascivious  beings draping and  dressing each others undressed bodies
surfaced souls felt with each pulse and throb and seen only ...and easily ....in each others eyes

swallowing your tongue and tasting  the freckle on your necks nape
the soft skin of your shoulder and its beautiful shape
           my fingernails your skin to scrape

the hand, or mouth, or tongue...
                                                   lingering
       before the big everything

investigating each and every inch
to play, to ply, to brush, to tickle, to pinch

to soothe

as breasts converge
                             and this saphic urge
       becomes our fluid surge
...and fingers submerge

in disbelief..."that wet for me ?"
"drenched ...for us" ...I help you see

and feel

bathed in sweet sounds of each others ahhs and ohs
the giddyness felt in my mouth as your nipple arose
to scrape my teeth


a  game to create moment after moment of bliss for each other
       orgasms lead to another and another and another

                  each second with something never felt before to discover


becoming with each other an unspoiled  transcendent being
my need to feel you quiver
         my need to deliver
               shiver after shiver
                  and I'm dripping like a river

so lavish me with the taste
                                  your gush
                                  
    you will see trust
in my eyes,
and know my spilling desire on your thighs

so many places on your skin  for my fingertips
                   and intimate lips
on your back, under your breast and below
                                   ..maybe even a toe
I am the oral you dreamed of
and once I get
                       to the warm wet
can't stop
and dont want you to tell me to

my tongue slithers and twists and rides and slides
until the shaking stops and the hard breathing subsides
and the sweat and the wet and the glimmering twinkle in your satisfied eye

muscles and minds and veins can settle
as fury abates and your skin soft as a flower petal
against me tightly your arms hold
all our wants and desires consoled
the pain of the urge escaped forever from the cold